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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

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im no longer using my livejournal coz its difficult having 2 blogs n im lazy to update..so i decided to use this one coz nadia is always jumping..woots...

nothing much change in my life..besides the fact that im no longer a topmaner..its not an impt fact tho..that place sux..the higher management that is..i MIA-ed for my last 2 days coz im sick and partly due to the fact that i dun see the point in working for a company that dun give a shit abt me..i think ur not worthy of having me werking for u..its ur loss!

exams is about a few days away and im not even ready..whats new?hahah..

i came across an entry that sets me thinking..am i being too helpful and nice that people mistake my kindness as opportunities to put someone down?i think i should stop thinking abt others and should start putting myself first..

adi made a joking remark to a friend but somehow that person is so bothered by it..saying that we dun think much of ** and so on..i dunno..im not taking sides but y r u so uptight about it?we were merely joking about it but y were u so serious?haha..i dunno whether i should be amused or saddened by the fact that after so many years, u still dunno when we are joking or wen we are serious..are we even friends or are we pretending to be friends?doesnt it shows that the fact that you were so bothered by it is because maybe what we are joking about is reali true and it really strikes a chord wen we say it that u have to retaliate that way?u really deserve my sympathy..haha..as my mum always advise me, dun be proud and say things that you dun mean even if ur in a fit of anger coz ur the one who is going to regret at the end of the day..im no angel so i cant possibly please all sides at all times..if your not happy abt something, say it to my face..if u dare that is..hmm..about what you said,time will tell, my friend..time will tell..

its been 2 long years but being a Jc dropout is never easy as people see u as someone who thinks they are smart but are actually not..well, its up to u to decide..but for me, im proud to say that im brave enough to be able to make a decision all on my own at a damn important junction of my life unlike some of the people who are scared to even think of making that choice..leaving PJ was one of the wisest choice that i ever made and joining NYP was the next wisest..i never felt belittle in NYP..never even once..in PJ, everyone was ever so competitive and thinking about others' feeling never once cross their mind..all they were hungry for were individualistic gains while using others along the way..well, im glad im not one of them..getting a diploma for me is definitely not enough..im going to further my studies thats for sure..mark my words..if my dear dear sister is in the process of getting a masters, what makes u think that im not capable of the same thing?stop thinking that poly students are only learning the basics..coz if u were to compare, jc graduates are 90+% textbook..while poly graduates are 50% textbook and 50% hands-on..but..we get to study the same thing in uni..and the worst thing is..those with only 'A' Level certs(but unable to go anywhere) are really worthless in the working industry..unlyk the 'useless' diploma holders..well,to be a jc graduate just shows that your good at memorizing and..yup..tats about it..im not dissing JC graduates..i have loads of friends who are JC graduates,including a boyfriend who i really adore..its just just a reminder to those people who thinks lowly of Jc dropouts..think again yah..

Friends come and go..only real ones stay for the shitty parts..so which one are u?

*ps :Renny!!pls cheer up n mug for the exams together..woots!

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posted by nADiA JuMpJuMpJuMp at 1:05 AM