we we we!!

to u..

2008-09-22T01:01:00.000+08:00

i dun think im strong enough for this.
i give up.

woohooo.......

2008-09-18T01:07:00.002+08:00

yep yep..so u know..im quite happy with my results!despite studying just days before the papers, i managed to scrap through it and (ehem ehem!)..

GOT AN 'A' FOR ACCOUNTING!!

haha..not that im proud of it..if ur one of the LIFO or ur in my class, u'll prolly know that accting is one subject wich i dun quite like(the teacher & subject)..well, looking back, there's no subject that im gud at!But im definitely gud at skipping class!(YEAH!)..so im still thinking how i got that A..mayb she wanted to give A to helmi or nat(im squashed in btw-index number la!) but put on mine instead??!!hahaha..whichever way it is, im grateful and im a happy girl!the rest was also ok..with mostly Bs & Cs..Yr 2 Sem 2, HERE I COME!

nadia : Eh!i got A for accounting!
adi : I know..'A' for Accounting wad..
nadia : err..

im rotting at home this holidays..no job n no money so ill just be at home and make my parents realise that they still have a 20 yr old daughter living with them..

Wake me up, when September ends..

just as the song says, i cant wait for October to come!Im counting the days man..woohooo..

we are almost 3 love!

lets pray for the best..

2008-09-11T02:38:00.011+08:00

i was hesitant to post this up yesterday as it was not on the news yet..but since it is already in the papers today,i shall post this..

the article

months ago, people were busy talking about this particular blog..

http://www.charleneyl.blogspot.com/

it was a blog that belongs to the girlfriend of the late Clifton Lam Jia Hao who was the NSF who died in Brunei while having his jungle orientation training there. From her blog, we can see how much they complete each other's life and how much she was affected by his sudden departure. i was among the thousands who admired her will to carry on living..

the thing that i didnt know is that something similar was going to happen to a close family member..

on 09/09/08 at around 6pm, my cousin received a call from her hubby's boss saying that he was lost at sea..hours earlier, she just called him asking if he was coming home..as he was working as a diver, he had to work irregular hours and sometimes, he had to work through the night..family members gathered at my aunty's place that night, hoping to get the one phone call to say that the situation was under control and that he was coming home as per normal..but that call never came..instead, at around 1-2 am, his boss and colleagues came over to tell us that Bo(by which he was affectionately called) was still missing despite the extensive search done by the MPA and other divers..they said that he had drifted away due to the strong current and vanished just like that..it was more that 6 hours..Cousin broke down hard that instance..the fact that they just had Baby Marsha just 1 month ago wasn't helping too..in fact, all who were present there broke down..it was too much to handle..they were married about 2 yrs ago, had a baby and had just moved into a new home..

the next day, my dad went over to join the search party on the boat..the navy was also called in the search and one even stated that the search party was larger than that of RSS courageous..altogether,there were around 12 boats searching for Bo..today, another cousin's paternal grandmother was in a coma..i don't know why out of all times, now must be the worst..the atmosphere of that at aunty's home was monotonous..it was awfully quiet and cousin was having her alone time at her own home..imagine, u had everything that u ever want; a career, a happy family and a loving husband..and suddenly, the most important person just vanished and there u are..alone..to fend for yourself and your newborn..

at 7pm, dad sent an SMS to my mum and other uncles..

Maaf.Nothing.(translation : Sorry. Nothing.)

i can imagine the difficulty he must have to type those 2 words..but he must, as he was the one there as our representative..it was more that 24 hours and still nothing..

all we did was pray for his safe return..now is 3.19am on 11/09/08..33 hours since he was last seen..pls pls, if i can ask for anything in the world, i just want him to come back safely to cousin n baby marsha..let us pray together for that to happen..and that grandmother that i mentioned earlier, passed away today at around 10pm..it has been an emotional train wreck for everyone in the family, please let us have a happy ending?

i think we had enough..please come back..

i cant sleep coz...

2008-09-03T03:27:00.002+08:00

COZ I FELT LYK WASHING MY HAIR AT 2 A.M!!

i dunno y but i just felt lyk doing that and i did!n i cant slp..msn wif ren..she got into this blog wars wif bitchy n witty girls..ahahaha..the drama OMG!

wassup wif me ehh..hmm..i havent got a job..tot i got the mooncake thingy but i was cheated!i think all of us were..ahaha..i wont be as dumb to wait for another job again!sheesh!n i really need a job soon..my cash supply is depleting fast!i have an interview later at Eunos and i think im going job hunting with Lam!Adi love cant go coz the SCDF need him more than me..pfft!tats so not true!i need him all the tym!!haha..

Its the fasting month yet again n soon it will be Hari Raya!as u get older, the less excited u get about the big day, hari raya tat is..me, adi n lam are planning to just chill on that day..i dun think i can do that even though as i want to..my father will nag n nag..tats for sure..i think he also want to escape from the kecohness but cant..hah!

adi and i were quite prepared for the fasting month..we practically ate everything we were craving for on Sunday(last day b4 ramadhan)..we had breakfast at yakun kaya toast..yum..lunch with Lam at BB..malay food..ate Nyonya porridge..then to end it off, Dinner with Lam n Zul at Popeye's(S'pore Flyer)!its was damn fun n filling!ahahaha..we actually went to baybeats but gave up halfway when we noticed that we were surrounded by young teens who just 'macam paham'..ahaha..den adi realised that we were the 'Sampah masyarakat' which are the 'community's trash'?i think..u get the idea..

sorry that i dun have pictures..i only have a 2mp iphone!(ppl stop the hoohah abt Iphone pls!!)btw, i need a gud camera lyk renny's!damn i need a job!

im back..and im..

2008-08-12T01:05:00.005+08:00

im no longer using my livejournal coz its difficult having 2 blogs n im lazy to update..so i decided to use this one coz nadia is always jumping..woots...

nothing much change in my life..besides the fact that im no longer a topmaner..its not an impt fact tho..that place sux..the higher management that is..i MIA-ed for my last 2 days coz im sick and partly due to the fact that i dun see the point in working for a company that dun give a shit abt me..i think ur not worthy of having me werking for u..its ur loss!

exams is about a few days away and im not even ready..whats new?hahah..

i came across an entry that sets me thinking..am i being too helpful and nice that people mistake my kindness as opportunities to put someone down?i think i should stop thinking abt others and should start putting myself first..

adi made a joking remark to a friend but somehow that person is so bothered by it..saying that we dun think much of ** and so on..i dunno..im not taking sides but y r u so uptight about it?we were merely joking about it but y were u so serious?haha..i dunno whether i should be amused or saddened by the fact that after so many years, u still dunno when we are joking or wen we are serious..are we even friends or are we pretending to be friends?doesnt it shows that the fact that you were so bothered by it is because maybe what we are joking about is reali true and it really strikes a chord wen we say it that u have to retaliate that way?u really deserve my sympathy..haha..as my mum always advise me, dun be proud and say things that you dun mean even if ur in a fit of anger coz ur the one who is going to regret at the end of the day..im no angel so i cant possibly please all sides at all times..if your not happy abt something, say it to my face..if u dare that is..hmm..about what you said,time will tell, my friend..time will tell..

its been 2 long years but being a Jc dropout is never easy as people see u as someone who thinks they are smart but are actually not..well, its up to u to decide..but for me, im proud to say that im brave enough to be able to make a decision all on my own at a damn important junction of my life unlike some of the people who are scared to even think of making that choice..leaving PJ was one of the wisest choice that i ever made and joining NYP was the next wisest..i never felt belittle in NYP..never even once..in PJ, everyone was ever so competitive and thinking about others' feeling never once cross their mind..all they were hungry for were individualistic gains while using others along the way..well, im glad im not one of them..getting a diploma for me is definitely not enough..im going to further my studies thats for sure..mark my words..if my dear dear sister is in the process of getting a masters, what makes u think that im not capable of the same thing?stop thinking that poly students are only learning the basics..coz if u were to compare, jc graduates are 90+% textbook..while poly graduates are 50% textbook and 50% hands-on..but..we get to study the same thing in uni..and the worst thing is..those with only 'A' Level certs(but unable to go anywhere) are really worthless in the working industry..unlyk the 'useless' diploma holders..well,to be a jc graduate just shows that your good at memorizing and..yup..tats about it..im not dissing JC graduates..i have loads of friends who are JC graduates,including a boyfriend who i really adore..its just just a reminder to those people who thinks lowly of Jc dropouts..think again yah..

Friends come and go..only real ones stay for the shitty parts..so which one are u?

*ps :Renny!!pls cheer up n mug for the exams together..woots!

Stop and Stare

2008-06-06T14:52:00.003+08:00

Yeah.. It's that old song. What I'm feeling right now is just to stop and stare. I don't know why lately I've been thinking a lot. No. It's not relationship-wise. It's more of financial problemos. Currently, I earn enough to support my lifestyle. Managed to get my license almost done and over with. Paid full for my bike license. Provided I pass my TP on my first try. Btw, my TP is on my birthday. How auspicious can that be.. But the problem is getting my first bike. I've been getting mixed reviews from different people. Of course, I will listen more to those who already got a bike. My quandary is on whether to get a first hand scram(XR200) or first hand cubs (sparkz 135) or second hand scram(wr200).

Personally, I will go for KTM but since it's a massive petrol guzzler, I guess WR200 can fulfil my lust for power and at the same time, lower on FC. But WR200 is an old model, so I will need some advice on it. Well, I can always turn to Rehan for help on this. Since both he and his bro got one for themselves. But the prob is getting full cash to pay the bike now. It's also so much cheaper than getting a first hand XR. As for Sparkz, it's not so cheap for a first hand but it's super low on FC. Can save money. But the prob is that I don't think I will feel safe riding it over the expressway. Why must life be so miserable? Oh well... Worse to worse, don't get a bike now. Save money to buy later on.

Talking about scrams, somehow I feel over the years, my hobbies are getting more expensive over the years. During the primary school days, it was just card games and digimons. During my secondary school days, it was just playing soccer and chilling out with friends. During my JC days, it was just skateboarding. So now, will it be dirt riding? I do have an interest in it. No use in getting a scram if I'm not gonna dirt-ride. But then again, it will be an expensive hobby and even more life threatening than skateboarding.

During my NS days, all I see and hear are guys enjoying the heck of their lives. Their reason to live? It is drinking with buddies. Going out clubbing. Fcuking gals out of their mind. For me, I don't do those stuffs. Some called me boring and thought that I have no life. Sometimes, I wonder if I really have a life. I have a nice and cute girlfriend, I have a decent circle of friends, my close buddies are nowhere to be found but heck, I don't mind some personal time. But come to think of it, it's been a while since I last skated. All those bike pracs are eating my time. Well.. I think it will still be quite a while for me to start skating like the old times. Cos after chiong-ing bike lessons, I will, most probably, go riding around Singapore with my bike. That's what I will love to do. I don't think I will ever be tempted to drink booze and I doubt I'm hot enough for girls to hanker after me. Is there anyone in my station with the same principles as me? I don't think so.

Am I really maturing or am I trying to be matured? Can't be I am maturing. Cos from last time, I have always known myself as an immature brat. But then again, shit happens. All I hope now is that I will not go down the wrong path. It sounds tempting. But I know what I really want already. Too precious to risk it all. Only time will tell my fate. But firstly, I really gotta learn how to bloody swim. If not, it's bye bye NIE. Damn! Where will I ever find the time? I need time to skate, I need time to swim, I need time to keep fit, I need time with my friends and most importantly, I need lotsa time with my precious. How the heck to juggle all that? Slowly man. Take one day at a time. And it will be over in no time. Just like my NS. Gonna ORD in 8 mths. Can't wait already.

results tmr!

2008-03-18T01:19:00.003+08:00

a lot of things happen this past month and a lot more things are gonna happen this coming month too..many many..

i've just returned from my 5D4N trip to kl on sunday and i am damnnnnn tired..it was one of the most enjoyable trips ever and i cant wait for the next one..my trip with adi's family was quite fun maybe due to the fact that his dad is not there n im excited that im finally going on an overseas trip with my one n only..woots..

imagine this :

wake up - see his bacin face
after shower - see his still bacin face
breakfast - with him
shopping - with him
take exciting rides - with him
in the bus - next to him
before sleeping - have senseless chats with him

this is definitely a test to see whether im ever gonna get sick of him..n im proud to say that im still not sick of him..hahahaa..i guess ur still stuck with me for now babe! going to kl is a great exprience for me coz i got to see n experience a lot of new things..like, watching a movie while being massaged, enjoying the panoramic view on top of the eye of malaysia, freezing at genting n of coz, having a romantic date(just the two of us) till 2 am in the morning!hahhaa..n the thing that i cant forget is definitely not being able to go to zouk coz im underage!!(the legal age is 21!wtf!)so we're definitely going back again next year or once im 21 n ill show them!!!hahaha..i will post the pics soon..so just wait dawg!

btw, results will be out tmr..so i wun say much..we'll just wait n see..haha..

tell me again why i love my cats so much that i let them sleep on MY bed?!

its 1.31 am and the clock is ticking..

2008-02-24T00:29:00.003+08:00

even though the clock is ticking away into my sleeping time, im still busy blogging away..i guess i must blog regularly to share with friends, esp LIFO babes, about what is happening during my holidays so that they won't miss me that much..hhahaha..come on guys!dun deny it, i know ur gonna miss me n my lameness!as for me, i will also miss u guys too!thats lyk a duh thing la!we shall and we will meet up one fine day during the holidays rite??!!

anyhoo, just if ur curious,im blogging in the toilet while shitting!woots!the wonders of a lappy and wireless!its quite fun actuali..but tiring la!hahhaa

back to what's happening..

i have just finish my exams..and it was...SUCKY!hahaha..tats lyk nothing suprising..let me share with u how i found each one of the papers..

Stats - Manageable..but i lost quite a lot of marks due to my carelessness..predicted grade :C
MacroE - i kinda forgot how it was..but my predicted grade : C
POA - quite fun doing it..but i doubt i gt any of them right..when they asked for a balance sheet, i gave them an unbalanced one!wad u expect sia???predicted grade : C/D
POM - don't bother asking..i wanted to go out as soon as i read the qns! predicted grade : passed(coz must take sub-paper!)

as u can see from above, i expect to get a lower GPA than last year even though last yr's GPA sux..maybe im fated to be a housewife..coz i failed in every single thing that i do..hahaha..with an average grade of C, i don't think i will get to go to Orlando even though i realli2 want to..hmm..nvm..lets just go with the flow..

what have i plan for the holidays..hmm..the only exciting thing i am looking forward to is my KL-Genting trip..its either with my parents or wif Adi's family n friends..im fine with anything..so we'll see which one is the chosen one..i know my parents still considering whether to go onot coz of my 3 feline siblings..hahaha..why doesnt the govt have passports for pets??!!

i hope that u guys have a great holiday too!!dun forget to buy me souvenirs!!

So many things so little time

2008-02-22T17:01:00.002+08:00

Tick tock tick tock tick tock..

The clock is ticking and time is running. Running out from me. No matter how hard I run after. Age is 21 and 64 years are left expected on me. Minus 5 years for smoking. And that's 59 years. 21 years has passed. Only after i turned the big 2-0, that I realised the importance of time. Time does not exist for us. We exist with the rule bounded by time. We exist for a reason. Time will always be infinite. Regardless if we are dead. Or not. How many of us have been enslaved by the power of time? How many of us fear the threats time shall make on our lives. Life is unpredictable. And I'm talking nonsense.

Why am I talking about time? Time is making me frantic. Time is the mother of my worries now. Time is the basis of all my paranoias. My life is full of questions. Questions that start with when. When will I work? When will you finish study? When will you lead a life on your own? When I will realise my dream? Life is full of whens. Some I have answered. Like when will I be independent. Some I still wondering about the answer.

People say time will tell. Forgive me but I ain't got the time to wait. Action reaction. Cause and effect. I need to make the cause before the effects will start by themselves. The important question is... How will I make the cause? I need to choose it right. 21 years had passed. 3 times of that await me. 2 times of that will I be a slave for society. Slavery not in its truest meaning. But being expected to perform. Can I choose not? Yeah... And I will be better off dead.

Things are looking brighter. But what exactly am I looking for? I need some adventure. I don't wish for a clockwork life. I need to make changes. To my life. But first, it starts with me. Too many flaws I have. Too many things I have to make right with my own self. The desire is there. But where is the passion to keep it burning? I've always been a pessimist. And I've always used this damn good brain of mine to take the easy way out. Should I keep doing like this? Time is running and I've got no options. I need to change. For me. For myself. Always.

i am nadia afterall..

2008-02-17T00:39:00.002+08:00

yesterday when i suprised my mum with a brand new 5610 music express phone as a gift for no apparent reason, my mum tot that it was a dummy phone..lyk wtf?!!think soo lowly of me?!im nadia afterall..i was quite disappointed at first but after seeing her reaction, im quite happy..after that, her naggings seem to have decrease quite a bit..hahaha..thank god..

so how was vday eh?i heard that some ppl have quite a blast n some was just spending their day lyk any normal day..mine?hmm..it was quite ok..more of a fun normal day..not much of the lovey dovey stuff that we used to do..i sure miss it but i dunno..maybe, we just dun do it anymore..started off wif a rush pizzahut treat..missed a movie due to a physical recall at woodlands firestation..ulk for about 30 mins..watch tv in his room for 2 hrs plus waiting for him to return..went to bugis n town area to eat and buy adidas bags(our vday presents to each other..or so we thought..)..went to tmmsq to see justin regarding my off days and went home..told u it was nothing romantic..it was just fun..and a lil bit of anger..haha..i saw many girls carrying bouquet of flowers..PDAS..it was sooo uweekkk!!i mean, as my mother say it, valentine's day is everyday to people who reali love each other..not just on feb 14..

about us..in case u guys wonder wad happened and was will happen to us..keep on wondering..coz im still doing just that..and the following song lyrics explain just that..

Ada Cinta

Ucapkanlah kasih..
Satu kata yang kunantikan
Sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
Mendengar bisikmu

Nyanyikanlah kasih..
Senandung kata hatimu
Sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
Sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

Mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
Padahal ia ada
Dalam rinai hujan, dalam terang bulan
Juga dalam sedu sedan

Mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
Padahal yang terasa
Dalam rindu dendam, hening malam
Cinta.. terasa ada…

hahhaa..u guys shud listen to it if u haven't..very sweet song..even tho its quite emo, its reali how i feel now..i think its how we feel..we r still doubting one another rite?hmm..even though i dunno when u will read this post, lets clear it babe..coz i wanna be lyk the old tyms..don't u?btw, sorry to the non- malays..i will find another song for u soon..coz u seriously dun wan me to translate for u..haha..

exams..its next week and im officially screwed for my exams..so i might as well get some slp..NOW!i seriously need to get my dosage of LIFO, noni, dawn, topmaners, cats, parents, fav 6 and of coz U!

n so life goes on..

2008-02-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

even though today's IT test practically sux, i kinda like today!

Me, Renny & Hid studied after school today n it was definitely one of the most fruitful revision ever!it was, AWEEEEEESOme!hahaha..even though i tot that i might get a little distracted, i wasnt at all!i think i kinda got over the breaking up episode..hah!nadia survived!even though it was a very short tym..sorry to disappoint u sadists out der..but we r still great friends..anyhoo, i covered 4 topics of stats in 4 hrs!it was quite enjoyable actuali..knowing that u can do it n all..me n Renny agreed that its bcoz massie wasnt der to distract us!hahaha..kidding!:P

After that, me n Renny went to town to check out 'cupcake's' bdae present..it was lyk a girls' day out!being single isnt tat bad esp wen u have ppl who reali n truly care abt u to keep u sane n happy!ppl hu wudnt hurt u as n wen dey feel lyk doing so..tats wad love is all about, love!anyhoo, i did some shopping myself!bought 4 items for 37 bucks!wad a steal!!n all fit well!hahahaa..damn excited..me n renny decided to get the cute heels with our next pay!hahah..i shall post a pic of them wen i buy it..hee..aft that i head to marina square to take my powder that i forgotten to bring home..it was damn packed n im lyk super glad that im nt werking today!aft that i got lost at boat quay alone n reached home ard 9!lyk wtf!

tmr i have a study date with renny den aft that i have a date wif a friend..more lyk a movie outing la..not date..its coz he wanna watch a movie so i just teman..dunno wad we watching..haha..anyhoo, ppl, pls tell me if u need me okie?im lyk super free on my holidays!but i have some plans planned..lyk my genting/kl trip!tats so F*cked up la!but urs truly has been approved as a Relief teacher..so probably will be ahem ahem, 'teaching'!hahaha..MISS NADIA..i kinda loike it!

ok!i have stats to do and i have to play my 'guitar'!haha..

i will count to ten..den i shall walk away from your life..

This is the last

2008-02-04T16:13:00.000+08:00

The last one from me. After which I will hide in seclusion. A lot of decisions I've made. A lot of decisions turned awry. This will be the decision which will atone for much of the past. Yeah... It's aggressive. I know. It had to be that way. Can't let a single bit of hindrance be in the way. In the way of my conquest for absolute power, dominance. Been treated like shit. Not given any respect. Been seen for the colour I am. Will try my best now to be superior over the arseholes that most of you all are. Not you my friends. Them. And their attitude.

And so it was. A levels that I'm gonna retake. What you may say? But that's what I gotta do. I've studied back then. But not study hard nor well. The basics are there. All I need now is to polish them up. If knowledge can be counted, currently, I know about 90% of my syllables. With most of them being 50-50 chances of being right. Lacking the finesse to finish it off, I will study hard and study smart to be 100% sure and right of the syllables. This time round, there won't be any mercy.

I've looked back to my secondary school days. Many of my friends were there. Some were smart and hardworking, some were just smart, and some were hardworking. Now, those who are hardworking managed to pull it off. Get into NUS, NTU, SMU and even one, King's College. One took double degree. Can be said that my class of 407 is a really smart one. Me included. But why am I here? And they are there? No use for people to tell me I am smart when I don't have the results to show for. Well.. This is the time to find out if it is just wishful thinking on my side. That I'm smart or no.

What is love? Love is unknown. Go explore them, love. And you will find that I'm just nothing. I can't give you love as how you want it to be. Love will be reduced to nothing. When you don't have spare changes in your pocket. Let me be the man I want to be first. To take care of my own self. Before I can take the responsibility of others. Sorry for being poor. But that's the facts of life. That we can never ignore.

Hey friend, you have been nice to me. Really, I appreciate it. The times we spent together. But I tell you that I love you. But you will never believe me. Losing you will be a pain. But it's momentary. I will find you when Adi's back. Rise high above the ashes.

reason: distraction..

2008-02-04T01:52:00.000+08:00

yup..the coughing bug has definitely hit me n ive been sick for the entire week..even tho i know that i can get better if i popped some pills..i simply refuse coz at a tym lyk this feeling sick is definitely making me feel better..ironic on my part?hmm..

i so wanna tok abt renny's bdae party at changi but currently i dun have the mood for it..its superb btw..its a waste that u got wasted renny!hmm..better luck next year..haha

i have an announcement to make and even tho i dun have to tell the whole world, i wan to so ppl will stop asking me wad happen yada yada yada...im single for the year or longer..yup..me n my part time blogger have taken a time-out so that he can study..or so he said..so much for the most useful couple at renny's party huh?!

actuali, i can quite feel it coming n up till now, i dunno what's the real status..but heck, whatever it is, i hope that he will do well for his As n his future..with or w/o me..:)im nt feeling tat bummed up..just sheer disappointment but i can n will live wif it..as he said, in life, a person must be selfish..n i will take this opportunity to explore my social circle..in lame man's term-DATE!!haha.. of coz he's sumone dear to me but if he choose to go his own path alone, i will have to go to my own path alone or with sumone else..life cant possibly hang der for me just bcoz he wanna leave..i used to be very dependent on him but tym n again, i will find myself having to be independent as i have no one to lean on..maybe its tym..

to my part time blogger : i will try my very best to stay clear from u don't worry!only if i have no one den i will find u..haha..i will try to wait for u but if its too long n opportunities come knocking on my door again n again, i will have to take my leave n hope that the risks that i take is well worth it..even if its not, im proud that i make that choice!so no regrets!being the great guy that u r, ur no longer in my league n i wont pin any hopes for us..for now, ur just a dear friend whose determination i reali admire n wish u all the best in ur future n dun waste this opportunity for anything,okie??

History at its best..

luv, Nadia J.

enlightenment..

2008-01-23T01:06:00.000+08:00

im feeling random..today..was a bad+gud+suprised+nice+romantic+shocking+tiring day all packed in one..
ill just post some highlights n those i wished nv happened..

an unknown apek farted in my face!
a cute guy ride in the same train wif me!!
im lyk debarred!
sch end at 5 tuition end at 9!
he picked me up in uniform!
we walked all the way home together!he kinda serenaded me wif his high-pitched voice!
found out quite a lot abt the US financial crisis n Singapore GIC and temasek holdings!!!

so yah..the above happened all in one day..quite rojak my day!

weird things have been happening..lyk mats approaching adi to help him pierce his lip at the bus stop..hahaha..cant stop thinking abt it..

i think life is short n u shud enjoy every minute of it!dun think too little of urselves like ur fat n ugly n stuff..its soo superficial..tats for massie n tats y i dun mind taking loads of ugly pics(see renny's blog!filled wif my weird hair n face!!hahahaha) so loong as immm happy!n i dun mind ppl using it renny!however...im seriously considering the thought of migrating after seeing the weird side of Singaporeans..n the way Singapore is..u guys shud read up abt the GIC and temasek holdings..lyk WTF!!

btw..i cant wait for renny's bdae party!!its soo gonna rock west coast!!hahahhahahaa...even tho my hair stil sux!

Bed of roses.... NOT!!

2008-01-21T10:30:00.000+08:00

Sorry if I sounded like a nasty kid on a puberty overdrive. Sometimes, some things can just makes me tick. Make me, and you will live to regret it. But most of the time, I can hold my temper very well. And that's why I'm still not available. I'm a very patient man. Very patient indeed. Haha... That's for you, Nadia! ;) Life is really full of shit, I tell ya. It's no bed of roses.

What will go through your mind if I say I'm going back to school at NYP after my NS? Wasting my time, stupid? I know. But that's the easiest way out. But don't worry. That's not on top of my list. On top of my list is taking SAT. Both SAT and SAT II (Maths & Physics). I'm just gonna take it for fun. And see if I can ever get full score for Maths. If I can get a very high score, I'm off from Singapore baby!! I don't need A levels to bring me to university. Else, it's just SIM for me. Not SIM University!! That kinda suck. More of like the one affiliated to UOL. It's a good one. From London School of Economy(LSE). That's what Diyana takes. Not gonna take her course of Banking. But more on my love. Mathematics and Economics. Do you think I should? I just love maths and that's why I want this. But I'm not too sure about the marketability of this certificate.

Oh well.. I've fucked my life too much. What else can be new? So much potential yet so little can be seen. My regret?? Not maturing fast enough when I'm in secondary school. All my thoughts are on having the fun of my life. I don't know what else to say. All I want now is to buy to her the gift I owed, get my own PSP, get my RG370 and amp, get her her b'day gift, get my licence, get my KRR and lastly save enough for university.

Heavy load on the meagre earnings I received from being sucked dry by the government. I think NS is just a conspiracy of saving cost for the SCDF. Imagine all the sect comms being paid only $1.1k, firefighter $800, medic $600. And that also provided we can pass our own individual tests as well as pass the IPPT. Which they will try hard to fail us by setting the 2.4km timing to under 9:45 for a Gold. A regular will already get his basics of $2k. Plus about $300 or $400 more for their skill allowance. That's a whole lot of savings!! And there's more NSF than regulars in every station. All firefighters are NSF. About 1/4 to 1/3 of the Sect Comms are NSF. All the medics are NSF. All storeman are NSF. Most admin clerk are NSF. Only all the Paramedics and Drivers(aka PO) are regulars.

SCDF is a world class organisation. I agree. Organised by too many Captains and Majors. But heavily run by NSFs. Imagine if one day, all of the NS boys go on strike. I bet the Detention Barrack can't fit us all. It's a worthwhile thought to pursue. And that's when SCDF will collapse on its own. How about the army and police? That can also affect the safety of our country should the strike really happen. All of us NSFs can complain about the measly wage that's given to us.

Most will say it's an honour to serve the nation. I will say it's an honour. But to what extend? When you don't get the respect from the regulars. Most will say last time, the pay is only around $100. All I can say is that last time police wear shorts. Last time is with 3% GST. Now is 7% GST. The increase is not really 4% but much more than that due to the multiplying effect. Bus ride is no longer 30c for student. Mcdonalds is no longer $3+. Last time it takes just a few lessons to get a Bike licence. Most will say it's just 2 years. In this ever fast-paced life of Singapore, 2 years of inactivity can turn you into a noob. 2 years can make or break your business. 2 years can get you some distance on the corporate ladder. Of course, it won't affect Singapore since every guy have to serve NS. But I'm thinking globally!! Our guys are way far behind the rest of the world. 2 years to be precise.

I don't really hate NS life. I just question the reasoning for NS. Someone who need to use mask system just to sleep every night still got posted to Army. PES E? Should have been PES F. Some people already have suffered hard enough due to their disabilities. Should they be exposed more by recalling them for NS, they will suffer more. Due to the high demand of proficiency in doing work, the ridicule they will suffer from narrow minded personnel. You can call that integrating into society. But they have suffered enough.

NS is seen as serving the nation. To turn boys into men. I bet the only to turn boys into men is the DB factor. Only when they enter DB, then they will think properly and act and think more of like a man. Cos I still think I haven't changed much. Still the same old kid. But without DB, NSFs will really go on strike. That's why everyone have visit the DB facility. To discourage people from committing small crimes which merit a place inside. They can't have too many people inside DB eh. Later must increase cost to expand the place. Heh... Ciao..

Racism

2008-01-19T09:06:00.000+08:00

Him:Hello... Is that you Adi?
Me: grunting(just woke up from sleep)
Him: Do you know that you are supposed to work this morning?
Me: Yeah.. But changed already. Now I'm in rota 4. So tonight then i work.
Him:Who tell you to change rota?
Me:I don't know. Somebody call me yesterday. Told me that I'm in rota 4.
Him: Who?
Me:I don't know!! I think a Chinese paramedic or somebody told me.
Him: Who???
Me:I don't even know!!
Him: If you don't know who, you better come work now! Because you are supposed to be working today, morning shift.
Me: Fine then. I come work now.
Him: You know what time is it already now?
Me:(paused and then) I don't know. All I know is that I'm supposed to switch with the Chinese new medic. He is supposed to be working now.
Him: Really? I'll check. (pause)
Me: He's working now right?
Him: Ok...

What shit else he say, i can't remember because I just put down the phone, knowing that the extraneous complication is resolved.

One, why would a medic call me using the office phone to inform me that I've changed to Rota 4 for no apparent reason? That's why I don't bother to find out my source, who was it that informed me. And again, that previous day I was awoken by the very informative call.

Two, don't they have an occurrence book??? If there is any changes, shouldn't it be in that book? Why the hell then do they come up with an occurrence book? For show? It's there for a reason, shortie.

Anyway, does the previous conversation sounds like I'm a racist? Maybe I lack the vocabulary to properly describe the persons involved. Because I don't even know who the new medics are that have been drafted in last Friday. All I know is that there is a new Chinese medic in Rota 4, not of his name or anything. And there's 3 new medics, 2 are Malays and 1 is Chinese. So, I thought the word Chinese might help pinpoint him to the correct new medic.

As for the phrase "chinese paramedic", I can't even recall his voice, I don't even know who he was. If I say male paramedic, do you think it will help? Or will I be labeled instead as a sexist? I think not. Sue me for being wrong because he was not a paramedic. It was a medic by the name of Kenny. I didn't talk much with him and he talked quite professionally. So, blame me for not recognising his voice and thinking he's a paramedic.

Yesterday, he sounded me out over the phone. And this morning, he gave me a full blast of what he believes I need. First, about yesterday, over the phone incident, he told me the importance of verifying who said what. And only paramedics have the right to inform others of these type of changes. I covered Kenny's ass by telling him that it's on Affandi's order that he called me instead. And Said called again to double confirm it. So, fine. I scored a point and he still wants to argue on. Sorry for deflating your ego but I can't have you accusing around.

The next point he wanna argue is by telling me that he is already biased against me when I came to station due to my face-offs with him during my hospital medic times, I presume. I just said "I know" which even ticked him off to rattle on. I argued my points and reasoning diplomatically and he tried to follow suit from which I can see he's struggling to control his words. Fast and sharp. That's how he is. Me? I'm just calm with all those sarcastic smiles. Irritating? I know. I laid out all my reasons for him to believe. It's up to him whether to believe me or not. All other paramedics think I'm good enough a hospital medic, why him the anomaly? Unless the rest have been giving plastic smiles and fake words-of-praise all these times. Which is a far reaching thought. But it's still possible, having seen how plastic some paramedics can be.

With me having rest my case and showing my flaws, he don't know what else to fight on that basis. So, he moved on to the next one. My MCs. He told me that I've raked up 6 days worth of MC. Which I totally denied. Cos I knew I only took a one time 5-day MC. And he said he'll check again. And I told him he should! Cos if it's really 6 days, it need to be reevaluated again. And he told me not to play soccer if I can't really take care of myself. Truth to be told, it was actually skateboarding that injured me. Knowing it's a bad name to those shallow people like him, I lied and said it was soccer. I told him that I could take care of myself.

Injuries are part and parcel of sports. It's a question of timing. For me, it was a bad timing as it was only my first month in station. And seriously, I've never been this badly injured due to skateboarding. Even that fall from 11 steps at Bt Batok skatepark hurt me only a while. And that was like at least 3m high. This fall was just about 2m high from a railing. Just a question of my landing. Which really twisted my arm. Forgive me for injuring myself that day and for informing late about it. I didn't know the standard procedure. I've given my word that I will take better care of myself. Which is true even till now.

So why the hell need you to repeat it again? And still need to remind me about my old MCs during my hospital medic time. Ok fine, maybe I 'keng' once or twice. But I got food poisoning and dehydration for 2 of that days and another 2 for eye infection. Another 2 for having flu, fever, cough and sore throats all rolled into one. Sue me for being weak. That's one of the reasons I quitted on ERS. I knew my body will not be able to stand up to it. My internals are a bit haywired. And it's far more important than my physical attributes. Physically, you can throw me against the wall and I can still stand up and fight. That's the benefit of skateboarding. It makes you immune to pain.

When he ask all the questions with "You know or not?", I guessed he wasn't looking for "I know" as an answer. More of a rhetorical question. And when I answered with "I know" to most of his questions, I guessed I pissed him too much unintentionally. Which is weird. Cos I think he want to piss me off in the first place. Why else would a person in the right frame of mine proudly declare that he's bias against me? Scare me? Trying to piss me off more likely. Sadly, it doesn't have any resounding effect on me. And him being on the receiving end instead. What a laugh..

And why is racism the title instead? Cos it's an important event that really piss me of about human nature. Last night, while on night shift, it was just me and Affandi. I'm on standby for 433 till 9pm. He opened the topic on a friendly term. He asked me why I said the taboo word. The 'Chinese' word. I told him my reasons. He just nodded. Don't know if he accept it. He told me instead that HIM misinterpret my words as me being racist. How Affandi knows? Cos Hazlina was told by the man himself. And last night, she was in the office before going home with Affandi before I entered. I guess the topic was to tell Affandi what's going on. And then Affandi told me. Interesting! Words can get back to me in a day. I wonder who else receive that news. Knowing people, I'm sure they will sensationalize on the racist and Chinese part to even bother telling the whole story.

And me wanting to mend things, I broached the topic with HIM after he told me off this morning. I was feeling cocky, you see. He just tried to ignore the subject. Talked bad about someone and dare not speak in his face. Hmph! Asked me who said it. And I proudly said that he was Affandi. Don't know if it will affect their working relationship. Learnt my mistake to know my source already. And so I asked again why. And he said it's okay now. Cos he already asked to Affandi on why Affandi changed the medics. It was down to the Chinese and Malay ratios. So, that isn't racist then?

I understand the logic because every Chinese will be fighting for leave in Chinese New Year. So, it's better to have the numbers even out. 1 Chinese or 2 in each rota. As for Rota 1, Melvin is going to ORD in May. That's why I'm out of Rota 1 to put 1 more Chinese in. So how will it affect us then? Next year Chinese New Year? Not funny at all. I'll be clearing my leave before ORD-ing next Feb. Unless for the next few batches, there isn't any Chinese. What are the chances eh?

And so, he ended the conversation as being okay. So, what happen to the rest that have listened to his words? Will they know what's going on? Or will they think of me as a racist? To some, I'm still quite new. So, words from a paramedic hold a higher regard.

Balls to those who think I'm a racist! Maybe my words every now and then might make me sound like one. But, I'm never one. Depends on what you interpret its meaning as. The closest of me being racist is towards Malays. Which is interesting news because I find Suria a bore. I find Malay movies a cliche. Indonesian movies are romantic and scary. But other genres truly suck big time. No malay dramas for me. I prefer English movies the best. Next up will be Mandarin, Japanese, Korean, French, Thai and maybe Hindi in that order.

I love chinese chicks. My primary school crush is a Malay girl as well as a Chinese girl, Zhu Ming. In secondary school, I have plenty of crushes, 2 Chinese having made my list. One was very cute. Im a sucker for cuties. During my JC days, I liked one Chinese girl from outside school and seriously gave up on that back then. Why would I be be racist towards the Chinese? Behind those half-closed eyes and flat chests, lies wonderful personalities that totally pushed those average Malay girls to the back of my list. Who will deny their cute faces and nice legs? Indians may lack the colour but they totally make up for it for their curves. What strengths do Malay girls have? Oh yeah... The skills of applying make up and showing butt cracks to everyone.

My good friends now may indeed be Malays but my best friends in Primary School are Malay and Chinese. The closest one to me is Yap Bao Lei. I wonder what happen to him now. In secondary school, my clique is made up of Malays due to the fact that 2 thirds of the class are Malays. But that doesn't mean I don't mix around with the Chinese except for one. Cos he totally disgust me with his nasty habits and snob personality. Who will want to be near a guy who digs his nose, never iron his clothes, scratch his armpits always and ,I suspect, never bathe every morning due to the strong smell?

Having said these, you can totally deduce that I'm no racist unlike what he may still think of me now as. If from here you think I am, maybe our mindsets are of different wavelengths. And one more thing, I support Sharp boot boys. They are anti-racist.

my back's kinda itchy..

2008-01-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

omg..14 more days ppl!!n urs truly will officially be 20 and that means :

im no longer a TEENager..according to a fellow topmaner, u must have a 'TEEN' in ur age(eg. sixTEEN, nineTEEN) to be a TEENager..screw u shahrin coz im wiser than u TEENagers!hmph!
im old enuff to join the makcik kenduri club(aunties club)
i shud act more maturely n no more selekeh nadia..
everyone say im getting married soon..lyk come on!!its nadia ur toking abt!!im getting married aft 25 ok!
n lots more reasons which is valid lyk the above..haha

i got many things to do coz the exam timetable is out n i kinda forgotten what happen the last few months..hahaha..as u can see im kinda screwed for the exams which is in a month's time..but after that im free lyk a bird!hahaha..ive open for bookings n its on a first come first serve basis okie?but no matter what, adi gt the priority to place his bookings..i sound lyk a badminton court la sia..hahaha..just to let u know, im now on a mission to save ard $4K in a year's tym..its for mickey mouse..hahhahaa..no laaaa..its for my orlando trip that im dying to go to..it will last ard 6 months n of coz u will get back what u pay..so i think its kinda worth it..but im not so sure if its a wise choice..y?coz i dun think i can stand leaving my him here all alone for 6 monthssss!!it will feel lyk eternity!!hahahaa..n i will leave my parents n cats!!what if i come back n my kiki dun recognise meeee???thats lyk super sad sad sad!with that in mind, i dun feel lyk goin..if i dun go, i can afford to quit topman lyk right now laaaa!!!im lyk tired of 'working' der coz im actuali not doing any work while working!!its soo tiring not doing anything la..i dun think i wan to buy anything else..i have enuff clothes to last me the whole year..i gonna get my ds lite soon from him..my hp is nice n red..wad else???but then again, orlando is lyk a once in a lifetime opportunity..im sure we will stay faithful to each other n my daddy said its quite gud to go..so im lyk torn..tym will tell n i hope its soon..

n some p.m to the 'specialll' ones..
to 'faris-is-no-good' - Happy belated 21st Bdae boyyy!!even tho the 6 cant meet up wif u to celebrate ur BDAY, i think we still <3>i oreadi got ur present ok!!wayyy before hand but we nv meet so cant pass it to u..so u better get my present ready or elseeeee...muahahaha(evil laugh)

to noni briyani - i still want presents..n i expect a gud one from u!!!hahahahaha..
if u guys got any trouble finding gifts for the royalty, pls feel free to give me a cheque..hahahaha..

Quote of the day..

"Love is not a feeling..its an ability.." - Dan in Real Life

sometyms, when u don't treasure ur loved ones,they might drift away..so pls, treasure every moment with them and treat every minute with them as if its ur last..n the last thing u wanna do is to take them for granted..

dammit im older!

2008-01-02T18:52:00.000+08:00

its 2008 ppl!so bloody wake up pls!!hahaha..2007 is quite a roller coaster ride for me and i hope 2008 will be as exciting n fun!!woohoo!

How i spent the new year..
i was working on new year's eve n damn its tiring!the crowd was overwhelming i tell u!but topman marina did very well as we hit our sales target!!woohoo!!congrats babies!!even though im working, i got to see the fireworks n it was sooooo nice..like me!hahahahaha..ok i take it back b4 anyone puke..for the first time i saw the pink one!n pink is officially my favourite colour!hahahaha..finished work at 1230 sharp as everyone was excited to go home..it was supersupersuper crowded!!the people was either scary or excited..lots of mats n irritating girls n disgusting hyper banglas..cant stand it..then i met adi darling coz he's der to see the fireworks with Lam(my cuzzy) n Zul(his irritating friend)..we didnt have any plans so decided to walk all the way from MSQ to the cathay coz we can neither take the bus or the train..

The 4 asses - zul, lam, adi n moi!

This bangla refused to wake up after adi jumped on the sofa!damn him!enjoying free air-con only!!

sometyms, i cant figure out y i luv him soooo much..

we then decided to watch a movie while waiting for the crowd to disperse..we watched BODY #19 n damn its scary..the fact that we watched it at 335 in the morning made it scarier..reached home at ard 9 in the morn n was supposed to be at work at 1030!!meaning i cant take even a nap!gosh!2008 is tiring oreadi!!i need a break!a vacation maybeee???*hint hint*

i wanted to thank specific ppl for making my life damn shiook in 2007 but the list is endless!!so, i guess, i just compile everything n make it a scrapbook aite?hahhaaaa..

and one more thing...IM GONNA HIT THE BIG 2-0 IN 28 DAYSSSSS!!!DAMMMITTTT!!n i still want presentsss!!!

i can see love at the end of many tunnels..

2007-12-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

went to bugis a few days back and met some old primary school friends..actually didnt notice them coz i wasnt wearing my glasses(i stepped on them and the lens broke into 2!!) but they were looking n looking so i made the xtra effort to go near them for a closer look..it was wani and latifa..wani was my brownie mate and latifa was just a school mate..after toking to them for a mere 2 minutes(it was weird i tell u!!got a lot of 'creek2'!!) i found out that they are no longer schling but are already working adults!!oh my!!but looking at their thick professional make-up, i shud hav guessed!i was quite shocked coz wani was a very bright girl and i used to think that she can go far..where will they work 10 years from now coz they dun hav even a basic diploma..why are malay teens so foolish?they oni think of money and not their future!and soon, they will get married and have children and later on in life when they cant get decent paying jobs, they will blame the govt, the society and everything xcept themselves!halooo!wake up call!!so wasted!oh welll, i wish them gud luck in their life any-oh-how!

read some of my peeps blogs and thank god they are updated!is december/2007 a bad love year??
to noni : haloo!!wads going on?is der something i need to know btw u guys??no secret2 wif me okie??n u r dearly missed by moi!!
to massie : haha..the bangla is by far the best candidate halo!dun worry!ur pwince will come..i can feel it..soonn..if he dun, i drag him to u!!haha..
sam and renny oso got some luv things going on..gud for u guyssss...hahaha..

btw me and him oso got some tension but its getting betta..i cann feel the luv babe!hahaha..

tmr we are going to barker's gig..adi was lyk,"i need to thank renny for asking you to go the gig!long tym sia nv go!"eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..to me, gigs are quite ok but im the type who gets bored quite easy so i dunno if i will stay for everything..oh well, im slping now..

QUOTE OF THE DAY : SPREAD THE LOVE BUT NOT THE WAKE UP CALL!!

town was...

2007-12-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

hehs..went to town with massie, renzzy and rihanna early in the morning when rihanna(good girl gone bad) suggested the idea of skipping IT..the teacher was having never ending PMS..happens every wk..mayb she's deprived of sum LUV..i think she's still single..hahhaa..if any apeks and uncles chanced upon my blog, feel free to ask me to intro miss chua to u aite?hehe..

back to the main story, we had breakfast at BK@cineleisure..spend abt an hr there then went to try on clothes sumwhere der..aft that we went back for stats and acct..took lots of pics la!the whole time, my face damn bacin can??if u want the full info abt my morning go to renzzy's blog..http://dancewithrenny.livejournal.com..hahaha..i abit too lazy to describe it in full..

aft sch,i went to his house and watch 3 movies..well, 2 and a half coz i slpt halfway during the first one..watched cerita hantu, ganyut and little man..actuali wanted to study at his house but dunno y we watched movie instead..its been a long tym since we watched movie at his house..but i shud have rmbed the fact that i have POA test tmr morning..damn!but its ok!anything for him..which reminds me that i might consider sacking him as a part time blogger coz he's not been performing..

to adi suffian bin rashid only: thanks for announcing loudly in your house that my feet stinks ah! but ur forgiven as you have washed it for me and did a smell-check aft that..i dun think any other boyfriend will do it for moi..hee..

i think i shud start cramming my head oreadi!!

n to noni : we go out next week!!its a date!!

irritating ppl shud go n die..

2007-12-03T09:06:00.000+08:00

hate me if u want but i seriously cant stand ppl who just blame other ppl who nv do anything wrong..during stats today(which is now), helmi keep saying bad things about Dr. Badri who is our stats lecturer..a bit oni its badri's fault..lyk seriously shut up oreadi..its not lyk i hate him as a person but his attitude sux sia! stop saying bad things about him..if ur tat gud then go teach la..u say bad things about him but u still go his lecture, learning from him??tat shows so much about u..i dunno y but im easily pissed today..thanks renny and mas for saying tat im wise for today..its so sarcastic!hhahahahaha

something to smile about b4 sleep..

2007-12-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

i was leaving a comment on massie's livejournal and i chanced upon this :

Please confirm you are a human below.

dunno y its funny to me..hahahahahahahahahaha..working tmr so...laterrrrrrrr!

random..

2007-11-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

supposed to be doing my pom right now..but well..just say i got a little distracted by the wonders of typing sounds..haha..i feel that its therapeutic..oh well..this entry is soo random..coz im feeling random..so right now im thinking of random people..doing random things..i think my part time blogger is doing random things oso..nv meet him today bcoz of sleep..yucks!two of the most important things in my life clashing with each other..i wanna eat at popeye's!

a confession!!

2007-11-18T23:57:00.001+08:00

heh........................................

as the title suggest, i have a confession...

i have stinky feet!!!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!

i realise it a long long time ago..i wanted to keep it a secret..but today i have to confess it coz i cant hold on to this dark dark secret anymore..i know some of you will be more wary of my feet from now on but i don't want to give u ppl a surprise later on..hahaha..i don't know why but i love to tell people about my flaws..make me feel that i have nothing to hide..freedom![n im sure u will stay with me no matter how stinky my feet are right dear??hahahaha!i sure hope so!]

i was on my way home from work today..so me and him were sitting at the 2-seater in the train..i worked full shift today so i was standing for about 9.5 hrs, wearing the same shoes the whole time fyi..then i slipped out of my shoes quietly(to stretch my feet and to air it) then within seconds............

adi :(loudly)eeeeeeeee...what shit smell is this??!!!

omg!!he didnt know that i took off my shoes but within seconds he's able to detect the smell!!!the horrorsssss!!!

and the worse part??he said, " SHIT SMELL"!!!! if its just a normal unpleasant smell he will ask."what smell is this?"!!!!goodness!!i was laughing the whole way back!!i didnt want to tell him but we dont have secrets btw us..aft that,whenever there's an unpleasant smell, he will just say,"eh put on ur shoes back!"..even though its not me!hmph!

damn!my feet stink!but not always ok!

its a mistake..

2007-11-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

i think that its a mistake for me to work at TM..

i feel that im soo different now..so vain and is definitely an irritating bitch..i feel that ive been treating ppl lyk shit..my dear bf too!taking advantage of him..not in 'that' sense halo..

yucks!the new me sucks!

i summon the old nadia to come home!!

'P' for PERFECT!

2007-11-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

11/11/2007-a perfect day with a perfect date..hhahah..the day began with a tiring day at work..i was supposed to work in the afternoon today but i was able to change it to morning shift at the very last minute!phew!so meaning, i can enjoy the remaining few hours with my him..

he asked me to meet him at jurong point when i finished my shift..i was damn tired and couldnt handle anymore nonsense but he wanted me to travel so damn far to meet him..but since i reali wanted to meet him, i said ok but was scolding him all the way when i got the chance to coz i tot he just woke up..haha..when i reach there,he still ask me to wait some more!tat was it!i was literally blowing my top and telling him that i will go home if he don't stop giving me nonsense!when he arrive, i was about to continue my naggings when he gave me this wrapped gift(secret!)..den i was like, "why are u giving me?what u want from me?"..haha..i was tat angry!he then handed me this bouquet of flower!i was shocked, guilty, happy, embarrassed and confused-all at once!hahaa..i then found out that he actually wanted to do something special for our date coz he felt that its been quite a while since he went on a proper date!!how SWEET!!he was even dressed all smart for it!at that point i was trying to figure out if im dreaming!hee!

we then eat at banquet(my fav slice fish bee hoon!!) and went up to watch a movie..i was trying to figure out what movie we are watching..he then said that he picked a special movie..something that i reali like..
nad : Enchanted??coz we said we watching wad..
adi : no..its BRATZ!
i was seriously shocked that he oreadi booked the tix for BRATZ the movie!i cant believe that he's gonna watch it just for me!coz knowing him, he will nv be caught watching girly movies or chick flick!!i was lyk super touched!!
after that he send me home even tho he's werking tmr morning and it was oreadi 11!!today, im one happy girl!!!

hee..im realli happy wif my life right now..i got a great boyfriend(thanks for the wonderful3 day and everything!!), a wonderful circle of friends, a happy family,an awesome job and everything else!!!!!!im damn contented and is definitely thankful!heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!i luv me!!n everyone else too!!

p.s: i told u guys that my bf is smart!read the previous post..i can oni understand half of it!hahaha...a rare mat!

Grumpy thoughts

2007-11-11T04:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Life's great.. Everything's fine. But one thing bugs me. The existence of the need for advancement. I don't see the reason for advancement being that wonderful. Though there's the pros, there's certainly the cons. I'll tell you later the main reason why I'm thinking about this stuff. For now, let me talk my nonsense.

In this world that we lives in, every human being is obsessed with advancing or moving forward. Either they grew up in an environment that manipulates their minds into thinking of it as the norms or they are forced to accommodate and adapt to society's need. Whatever and whenever we think, we have always wanted the best, the coolest, the safest for us. As a kid, your mum would buy you the best stuffs that she can afford. That by itself will leech onto your mind about knowing that the best is indeed the best. But, sadly, only a minority knows that there's a price to pay for being or getting the best.

What's my grudge you say? My grudge is that if society is different now, i will certainly lead a better life. But I'm forced to adapt to these stupid idiotic changes made by past philosophers. I prefer a barbaric life with real values rather than now. Yes, we can call ourselves as civilised people. But we are no different from our ancestors. Uncivilised!! Why so? Even if we eat using fork & spoon rather than directly bite them off the plates using our mouth, we still are not capable of treating our guests honourably. How many of you have treated lunch and deep in your heart, hated the guy who take the most food?

Enough of this part. Back to the part of moving forward, what have we achieved over the years of mankind? A stronger mind? Yes. A weaker body? Indeed. In the past, it's a question of survival of the fittest. Only the strongest will survive their own birth. Even when growing up, they are forced to be immune of diseases. The weaker ones will always dies. But no... Man decides that is not to be. They came up with novelties and ideas which came to technologies in the medical field. More babies are born, diseases are curable and in the end, problems that we faced now.

With an older life expectancy, the people will certainly crowd the planet. Imagine half of the people who are suppose to be dead have not died. And they are talking about low-birth rate. Who needs high birth rate when our world are seriously starting to feel the cramp? The government of course. To feed the economy of the world. To have more people in the world so that the rich will have a bigger market to target to. Even if majority of the people gets richer, the richest among them will feed on the majority which is them of course.

The downside of having more 'weaker' people is that these people will cross-breed and don't allow the stronger ones' genes to evolve. Instead, it will be a step back. Imagine a man with asthma marry a woman with no asthma. The child will likely to be asthmatic and he, by the rules of nature, shouldn't be allowed to live long. Sufferings in famine help to differentiate between the stronger ones and the weaker ones. The stronger ones will move on with life and have stronger descendants. In short, medical technology have instead make mankind weaker and dependent on medicines. If all those who are supposed to die by cancer died and those who have cancer and yet still lives on, the future generation will evolve and be immune to cancer. The cost for this is of course the huge number of people's lives taken away while waiting for the whole transition to take place.

As for modernisation and inventions of tools, it has created a new stage in our lives. In the past, there's no such things as going to school. All you need is your bare hand to eat your meat. When Man decides to use a tool to catch prey, it makes their job easier. The price for them to pay is the laziness that creeps into their mind. All these inventions of late are all due to Man being lazy. These mindsets will certainly play a role in other aspect of their lives.

Now, all of us have to go through mandatory schooling in order to be accepted by society. Though schooling makes us think smarter, it obviously create a falsification of life on us. Throughout school, it makes our life seems pure and holy. But once you enter the adult world, housing bills, housing loans, bank loans, car loans, dowry for marriage, supporting of a family and many more will force your hands. Why all these exist in the first place? Oh.. Electricity makes our life easier to work, better housing to protect us, monetary needs to make a family happier. What our ancestors have demanded for a better life, the negative aspect are slowly hitting on us. In the past, anyone who can find woods and vines can make a house by themselves. Now, the cost of a house is mindblowing. 30 years of lifetime to totally own a house. 30 years from 60 years to 90 years of age to spend on retirement activities. Why do we need to work so hard just to spend it till the end?

Isn't it better to pick fruits and enjoy life while waiting for life to end? At least you get to enjoy your life with fulfilment. Actually, I envy the tribes that still exists now. Though they are ignorant of all the technologies that exist today, they live a carefree life. Think about it. 7 years to get used to being a human. About 15 years of mandatory and expected schooling. 30 years of slogging your ass off just to enjoy the rest of your life. Just when you thought you are at your peak, you'll be retired by then. About 2/3 of your lives are spent on stressful daily activities while 1/3 of your latter part of your lives are spent on what you really want to do. But by then, I will not be able to skate anymore.

But the best thing is this. Not all we succeed. By the law of average, only a minority will be successful. Also a majority of the minority will continue to be successful due to their heritage. The average ones may get richer. The sad case is that the successful ones may slump to the least successful ones due to bad business or poor finance management and the average ones may slump down or be successful. In the end the average guy gets thrown up or down
leaving only two sides, the rich and the poor. Though it's not obvious now, it will be much clearer in future. It takes years to earn good money but just a few seconds to waste it all. Wasted to opportunists by underhand means.

So, my situation is this. I'm 20 years old. 22 by the time I finish NS. With an A level cert. Not good enough for public university. Not rich enough for private or oversea university. Should I take a risk in an attempt to join the successful ones? Or should I just be contend with where I am? It takes about 5k to take private diploma. 25k to take private degree. does a degree ensure big bucks? nope. but is a degree essential in going up the ranks? Absolutely!!! That's a dilemma. To continue study or not. If I study, I will lose my time. If I just work, I won't like my job scope due to my competitiveness. Which brings back to an unsolved mystery. How the fcuk I screw up my As? Damn... Am I stupid or am I too smart for the system or am I trying to act smart? I need some guidance. In this world, money talks. And I wanna kill the guy who create the barter system. And the guy who came up with economy. Oh wait.. They are already dead. Damn...

wif my pjs..

2007-11-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

today was quite fun..

it started wif him searching for my thumbdrive at home..he sure can be irritating when he's flustered..me n my didi(he ask me to call him tat..guess wad he call me??) then went to ubi to submit his mc..then we go kai kai at parkway parade..haha..so random!but parkway parade damn boring..the best place of the day was marine parade promenade!it may sound very sophisticated but its actuali e pasar der..hahhaa..aft tat we took a bus to the cathay as he wanted to catch a movie so much..dunno y..but we didnt coz ders no gud movies..will watch later i guess..we then went to far east to walk2 n eat ya kun kaya toast!hahah..i luv tat place!e coffee is lyk damn shioook compared to starbucks!haha..tats quite bias coz i nv tasted starbucks' coffee..just e frappe for me..

slpt all e way back from chinatown while he played MY psp..woke up wen my leg started to cramp..hahah..stoopid bus was soo freaking cold!reach home(teck whye) ard 11..aft tat i change into my pjs(my cute lamb pjs!) and went downstairs to check my atm balance..n..

KACHING!!i can foresee a shopping trip!!hahaha!

p.s : i think we've been to half of Singapore dear!!haha..

wad an unplanned plan..

2007-11-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

so u've heard from my part-time blogger..so u shud know a bit abt him..no nd to know soo much..he's just adi suffian..nothing interesting..hahaha..

anyhoo..today was supposed to be a normal school day but it somehow became a lazy non-school day!

went home late yesterday as we had to pack the clothes at topman as its undergoing renovations and it was raining!so me, him and aslam(cuz) went to grab a bite at mac..we plan to meet up at nyp today morning..he wanted to check out the girls der i guess but obviously tat didnt happen..hahaha!

i woke up at 645 and when i called adi, dey were still slping their ass off!tats wad happens wen u put 2 boys and 2 psp together in one house!hish..as i cant reach school on tym for stats, i sms hid n renny to tel them tat im nt goin for stats..hid was oso lazy to go i guess so we agreed to go for marketing lect..it was stil damn early so i decided to watch hikmah on tv while sitting on this very comfy chair..n let me emphasise, VERY comfy chair!the next thing i knew, it was 1215 and i was on my bed!hahaha..so obviously i bubble hid!soooo sorry hiddd!!!den i decided to meet him for lunch before going for work..to my suprise, aslam oso didnt turn up for class but he was oreadi panicking as he received many anonymous calls on his cell..hahaha..he can somehow sense debarrment coming his way i guess..so we decided to go to poly to get mc as im oso fed up wif my aching gums..tat way, i didnt hav to go to werk n can catch up on my slp..hee!~

my gums were more serious than i thot it wud be..the doc, DR MOK i think, have experienced the same thing as me so he can feel my agony!thank god..he was nice too!must be a new doc..he said that my gums were more swollen than a normal 'wisdom-tooth-coming-out' gums..he said maybe got infection n advised me to go to the dentist if it still cont to hurt..n the best part??he gave me 2 days mc!!woohoo..so ppl, im lyk seriously sick n i nv keng ok!aft that i went to eat soup at causeway(i went to mars poly la!) n went home aft tat..n now, its sort of uncomfy..

i think tmr he's gonna keng n take mc too!woohoo!dun miz me tmr okie??

p.s : to all guys, pls trim ur nose hair!i've seen some unsightly sights at the poly today..*wink wink*..its not him ok!!

Congratulations

2007-11-05T01:03:00.000+08:00

Test test test! Congratulations on the new blog. For those who know me, it's been a fcuking while since I last blogged. Pardon my language. Just need to give more emphasis on it. Yeah... This one is also thanks to my dearie.. You should know who la. Ok... I'll be blogging now. But not as often. Lazy la. I got life and work ok. Everyday worth of blogging is simple madness yo! Still need to spend time with that someone. =D

For those who don't know me, just know me as surferpunk, my old nick, or firefox ,current one. or HER bf. heh... serving NS now. 2 days work, 2 nights work and 2 days off AKA bonding time. Nuff of me now.

Today was my first day off. Spent the whole morning catching on my sleep. Work night shift la. Tiring though did nothing much. Finally, getting to know my partner better. Didn't know he's as gay as me. Attempted to touch me. But, no response. haha... I don't understand why some guy wanna caress another guy and expect a retaliation from that. And that's their 'kicK'?? haha.. I'm not giving them their 'kick'. Me and Rehan AKA as the gay partners from the 25th ERS have been through all this together before until people question our sexuality. Heh.. But we have 2 sexy and wonderful girlfriends to preserve our image. All in the name of fun. Talking about him, saw him 3 days back at TTSH. *im currently attached to TTSH now, having been attached to NUH the last few months* he's in Sengkang Firestation so will see him more in future. I wonder when can we have the same day off to go skate together.

Talking about skate, today was quite a long time since I last skated. Skated at Ghim Moh while waiting for Aslam. Damn bugger is super fcuking late. Made some skater friends there. Sigh... Miss skating sia. But nvm. Got my kick today already. And felt damn tired. But still energetic enough to pick her from Topman today.

Oh well.. Will go NYP tomorrow!!! Watch out chickies!! Adi is on the run! Why the heck I'm there?? Ohh... To send her to skool. And since Aslam stays over my house. So, will be chilling there while waiting for my darling to finish her lessons. I'm bored on my off day sia!!! Also, Aslam will have 5 hours break. So, it's FIFA 08 for 5 hours!! Yeah!! K la.. gtg... need to play fifa 08 now. Adhoc with Aslam's psp. nyehehehe... ciao!

hey civilization!

2007-11-02T23:39:00.000+08:00

hey hey..suddenly felt tat today i had e tym to blog n to hav a new blogskin too!cant believe im able to change it successfully all by myself..of coz i took e blogskin from blogskins.com..but serious talking..im so proud of myself!gud job nadia!

decided to share tis humble blog of mine wif my adi wadi..quite suprised tat he actuali agreed..but those who will read his entries dun be suprise wen his entries are chimm n sumtyms i oso dun understand wad the hell he's talking abt!total opposite of mine!haha..u'll see wen e tym cums..to those who gave up checking my blog coz its nt updated, check this space regularly from nw on coz i will start blogging again!even if im bz wif sch or werk, i will manage to squeeze in sum tym for my bloggy!its a promise!

been bz lately wif lotsa stuff lyk werk, sch, goin to the airport, etc etc..hahaha..now nt so bad..coz no more tuition..i wonder hw my kids did in their exams..but im sure glad tat im more free!even gt e tym to go to the airport yest..took a lot of pics wif hid's camera..but still waiting for her to upload e pics..will upload it dun worry!seriously had a gud tym wif those 2 ass(m-ass n hid-ass)..haha..too bad the other 2 decided to skip class!shame on u!if nt, surely kecoh!watching the big planes sort of motivate me to save money to go to orlando for my third yr attachment!haha..im lyk super on!so from now till then i will hav to save abt $285 per mth..if any of u are interested to do ur part for the orlando fund, feel free to ask for my acct no..every cent counts!hahaha..i wonder how boyfriend will survive those 6 mths wen im gone..if possible, i squeeze u in my luggage okie??haha..

have to slp early coz tmr morning nd to meet my part time blogger in the morning for breakfast..eat at my place okie?nd to save money!haha..

oh ya, to SARAH SAM-> sorry but i cant make it on sunday!reali wanna go for ur party at the park but a colleague of mine has plans!damn!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!may u find ur old n dying rich man soon!!(aldu anyone??hahaha)

heloo!im still here!!!hee!

2007-09-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

wah..its been lyk soooo freaking long since i last blog..so even tho im supposed to b sleeping aft a long tiring day at werk, i will blog aft looking at my tagboard!!patience ppl!!!hahaha..

many things happened since my last entry..but i will not blog abt all coz ill probably finish tmr morning instead..so if u need to noe more abt a particular thing ask me to tell u coz my eyes cant hold tat much longer to go thru all e specific details..hee!so here goes..

my exams was ok but pom was disasterous!i manage to ans all e qns but all e ans r prob mixed up coz stupid me go n memorise all e pts but nt e headings so i dunno where goes where!hahaha..i tink im gonna take supp paper for at least 2..omg!am i screwing poly too??i hope not..as for now, im still on holiday waiting to see my disasterous results!hahha..its in 10 days tym i tink..sumhow i hope tt sch will start sooner!i miz my LIFO peeps!i tink dey shud b werking or just shaking legs at home..we should go out sometym..mayb seoul garden again???hahahhaa..(read renny's/mas' blog to find out more!)

anyways, im nt enjoying as much as others during my holidays..im werking my butts off..hish..if u anyone think tat werking at topman is sumtin cool abt, u guys must b nuts..e customers der r quite scary n abnormal n...its damn tiring!for the legs n mouth..smile smile lyk idiot sia..so usuali i just hide in e fitting room or ans calls..n e place is freaking cold!!dey seriously dun pity a thin girl lyk me!but e ppl der r super nice tats wad makes me stay on..n e pay too actuali!hee!i must b thankful to my didi for lunching n picking me up every now n then!n for cuming all e way from nuh in ur uniform after a day of werk!haha..*thumbs up!*i officially award u wif "The Best Boifwen Award" for the month of August!haha..now we must seriously make tym for each other eh?oh well!im sure we'll manage!

the fav 6 will hav a KL outing tis Nov!!woohoo!!i so cant wait..finally im going holiday wif friends!we hav loads of stuff planned to b done during e 4/5 days!im sure we'll enjoy ourselves der coz we finally hav e whole 4/5 days wif each other ever since each of us r busy wif our own stuff lyk school n ns!im seriously going to smack anyone hu attitude wif me der..n whoever snoressss!!!!more details soon..real soon..

i missed hid's bdae!damn!so sorry girl!i was werking tat day but dun worry, ill hav a prezzie for u wen sch starts yo!!may u b happy owaz n hav e patience to endure my crappiness forever!!hahaha...

ok..im too tired..im out!

p.s: i've changed my hp no!pls update!!!n tis is e colour of my uniform!haha..:P

super wet adventure!!woohooo!

2007-07-22T01:06:00.000+08:00

today was a blast!!!went to wild wild wet wif the boifwen!its was just fun fun fun!!! the day started being quite slow coz we decided to meet at 930am the previous day but the boifwen woke up at 1010am..seriously felt lyk strangling him over the phone but tats so not possible..haha..
we met at cck at 12 instead..went to pasir ris n reach der in 1-2 hrs tym..a lot of dilly-dallying lyk going to chinese garden to take a train instead of jurong east..in e end, the boifwen had to pay $2 xtra for overstaying!haha.. we walked to downtown east in less than 10 mins..we visit the arcade der..not many ppl wich is a gud thing..den the boifwen let me play my fav game in the arcade, The CandyLand!!!we oni spend $12 to hit e jackpot wich is quite a cheap session..(i hav won 7 tyms hor!!)this tym i won a cute mickey mouse tissue cover..sounds lame but its not e prize that matters..its e feeling wen u win!(come on, repeat aft me, "im a vinner, im a vinner, im a vinner, yes i am!!"hee!)
aft tat we decided to go to our main destination, Wild Wild Wet(W3)!! wen we reach e entrance, we forgot to buy the boifwen's shorts coz he nv bring his..so mafan!den we went to tis china uncle's shop to get a decent one..i wanted him to buy a gay flowery one but he refused so we bought a navy blue one..haha..as we were queuing for the tix, suddenly ders tis one malay uncle who approached us..he was holding on to W3's tix so i tot he wanted to tell us to queue at another queue coz ders quite a no of ppl queuing..the conversation went lyk tis..in malay tho..
uncle : u want to buy tix for W3 ah?
us : umm..ya..
uncle : oh, den just take dis 2 tix n go in..
us : huh?!!
we were both stunned coz the uncle just giv us e tix for free ah!omg!we just stood der lyk a couple of idiots waiting for either one of us to do sumtin..den we just go to the entrance n the uncle gestured us to go in as he was oreadi in..even tho we felt quite thick-skinned accepting a stranger's kind offer, we did it!we got in W3 for free!!!!its a case of being at e right tym at the right place!3 cheers for e pakcik n family!! W3 was super duper fun!!but der wasnt many hot ppl tho..or is it bcoz i didnt hav my glasses on?haha..even tho e place was quite small, it was damn shiok..this is wad we did der..

for warm-ups, we go 1 round of the shiok river!its just damn shiok!very relaxing!
next we went to the ular-lah n the black hole one..the ular-lah was quite fun but its too short la!e black hole one was quite scary coz its lyk super dark!as i cant even see my hands, i keep blinking my eyes to make sure i open them..hahaha!
silde up was next..even tho e queue was quite long it was worth it!!this ride is by far e bestest ride der!me n the boifwen slide down tis 4 storey slide!it was damn scary but fun at e same tym!a must try!!
then we ride the skyrider!we cycle on top of the theme park to enjoy the view..since i didnt wear my specs,i just did it for fun n not for e view..quite romantic tho!hee!
ate at kfc while dripping wet!
just chill in the shiok river while wearing life jackets or by using a float..i cant swim n neither can the boifwen!!haha..
went into the tsunami wif life-jackets on!felt lyk quite a poser coz we went all e way to the deepest one!!hahaha..

aft tat we bought double cheese burger n headed to the park/beach..wanted to watch e sunset but was a bit too late..so just camwhore der..the boifwen was worse than me in camwhoring!he said tat he look better on camera aft visiting W3..haha..wad crap! headed back to downtown east coz the boifwen had a bad tummyache n was desperately looking for a toilet..haha..eat all e junk la!den we played pool..its been such a long tym since i last played..haha..i beat him!yeah!we played 5 games n i won 1 w/o help but still i win!coz he said i won..he said,"i noe tat even if u win 'dirty' u oso happy wad..so let u win la!"wad an ass!!haha..then we played arcade..beat him at virtual tennis..2-1..tis tym i really won it clean!haha..wad a nice feeling..then we went home coz its getting late..both of us slpt in the train in various funny positions tat oni 2 thin ppl can do it..hahaha.. okla..
im getting slpy yo!if u wan to view stupid pics of today den go to tis link.. http://s211.photobucket.com/albums/bb120/nadia_lolly/

i feel lyk swimming..

2007-07-21T00:19:00.000+08:00

today was quite an ok day..woke up at 930 to go to sch for econs project!seriously lyk wth!coz its a rare day..its a holiday!n i had to go to sch..reach sch at 1115 ard der but to my horror, all e rest(xcept for helmi) havent reached!i cud hav slpt for another hour sia!slp is a very precious thing to me sia!haha..anyhoo, rachel was actuali at another venue(so blur!) and the rest came aft 12 i tink..did my powerpoint slides n call it a day..after having fish n chips wif shereen, i went home!

met him at cineleisure later at night hoping to catch a movie..but!ders lyk no movie available coz it is a friday night u noe!Maybe friday is a gud day for a movie date tats y sooo many ppl..den decided to walk to PS to see wads available at The Cathay..but its oso packed!waste my tym n energy walking all the way der..den we walk2 in PS..

today im lyk seriously tired!physically, mentally n emotionally!mayb tat particular event tat happen yest did play a contributing factor but im lyk totally ok wif it today..mayb its e side-effects or sumtin..ahaha..treated him lyk a stranger he said..mayb i did but i oso dunno y i did tat..mayb i did tat to keep u at a distance..so ill treat u just 70% instead of the 90%..haha..i guess u r not used to me being lyk tat..tats y i decided to go back to my bubbly old self..but now i giv u more freedom..u can nw tok to whoever u wan n so can i..i tink tats fair..i hope neither of us will regret tis..i hav a feeling we wun!hahaa...wadever it is tym will tell..

71 more days to our 2nd year!looking forward to 051007!i cant believe we r stuck together for soo long..but the thing is even tho we meet almost everyday, we nv run out of things to talk abt!amazing!but then again, i nv run out of things to tok abt to anyone..hahahahah!i wan tis yr's anniversary to b a fun one!mayb we can go jb!hahaha...

tmr, we r going swimming at wild wild wet!yeah!so long sia i nv go swimming!i mean dipping..i cant swim y'all!haha..n oh ya, i hope tat faris n fauzie have a safe trip to taiwan!i was just kidding e other tym wen i say e plane will crash on u guys at taiwan..haha..u guys r zee best so surely i dun wan u to die now wad!e fav 6 isnt complete w/o u cuckoos!i heard tat e girls der lyk tanned n tall guys..so beware of pretty n cheap girls aite??!!enjoy e 10 days!!!

toodles!

n so i thought..

2007-07-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

i used to tink that my life was perfect..i had everything that i ever wanted..partly due to the fact that im easily contented..but somehow, something make me feel that life isnt always as rosy..different people interpret different things differently n ur life is made up of different things and different people..so yah..u may tink its 'A' but its actually 'B' or 'C'..sad case but tats e way its meant to be..people oso hav their own life to live so why shud they accommodate to u just to make urs perfect rite?the world is a selfish place n so its e survival of the fittest i guess..no place for us sensitive whiny people..

n im supposed to do wad??

2007-07-14T02:06:00.000+08:00

hey..i cant slp now so i better update my blog..'sum' ppl actually advise me to close down my blog permanently coz i nv update..hahaha..wad asses!so i promised to update wif lots of pics..but not in this post..i stay at home e whole day la pls..unless u wan to see pics of my toilet, my messy room n all la..hhahaha..mayb later i goin out wif him den can take lots n lots of photos..but then again..where's my camera ah?

i pon AFA lecture today..coz its e oni lecture today..stats tut cancelled for dunno wad reason..n another reason was tat i overslpt(again!)..sch starts at 2 but i wake up at 1250..n the travelling tym is 1 hr so in short, i wun b able to tap my card on tym so its gonna b a wasted effort..so i decided to slp sumore since i oreadi told him tat we r not meeting coz i wan him to rest..n so i tot..anyway, i woke up at 5 plus den wash up..he called to confirm whether or not we r meeting later..he said tat if we r not meeting then he wanna skate!wth..i wanted him to rest but he wanna skate??then i ask if he wanna skate on sat oso..he sure got balls sia!he said yes almost immediately..wth!den i say,"ohh..lyk tat dun even bother calling me.."haiz..just wad did i do to deserve a skateboard as my love rival!!!!why why why!!!but then later he said that he oni skate yest so sat can go out wif me..but now, i 50/50 abt goin out..im stil angry wif e skateboard can!(oh ya, did i mentioned i had a one to one skateboarding session wif him??haha)

dunno wad i wanna do later..go out?or stay in?mayb i stay in then i go out.. hahahaha..oh ya, i used e pocket money for friday oreadi dear!haha..sorry!i spend it on instant noodles n lotsa snacks..was damn hungry la..mum went out to visit my aunt..so poor me was eating 'curry chix' in front of the tv..but luckily e episodes damn nice today..

ok i dunno y but i tink im seeing pigs in front of the screen..spider pig!spider pig!haha..

nadia OUT!

happie happie day!!

2007-07-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

boohoo!!lets cry as june has just ended ppl..haha..i lyk june..y?bcoz its e sch hols, my dear2(or shud i say, my scratched dear)'s bdae n the most imptly, its the GSS!i was kinda sad on the 30th june coz the nest day(yest), the price of goods will go up..due to the 7% gst..so lame..i seriously dun get y ppl under 21 dun get the gst payout..i mean, we r working too n we pay for our own stuff(partly)..tats soooo unfair..so, to console myself, i had a serious shopping weekend!hahaha..n nw, im happie happie happie!!

friday aft sch, i went to JP to meet my itchy feet(kaki gatal) mum n aunty to buy sum prezzie for my niece..bought her some 'mek-up2' set n a snow white figurines..damn!kids dis days r soo lucky..then met dear2 n had lunch together..aft tat went to bugis to find my bag..played arcade for nearly 1 hr..spent quite a lot(wun tell exactly hw much..mayb my mum is reading tis u noe!!)i was beaten at basketball man..n e funny part is, i ask him for a rematch n i lost again..tats sooo embarrassing!

sat-werk 3 to 11..my parents drop by to buy 10 soflans..i wonder wad cik iput uses it for..so many sia!!n im finally free baby!no more shop n save for me..for now, just SPEND SPEND SPEND!hee!

sunday i went to JP in the aftnn to buy for nor her sch bag..then walk2 ard der until mum had to go home..she got tis habit of shitting in shopping centres(lyk mum lyk daughter sia!!)..then i met dearie-marie at cityhall..he ton at his fwen's house the previous night aft skateboarding..was quite pissed wif him in the earlier parts of the day coz he simply cant wake up!wth!walk2 ard suntec for abt 1 hr (ders a toy clearance sale btw!) then we decided to go back to JP(wads me wif JP eh??hahaa)..we went back der coz he wanted to buy me a watch n the watch is available oni der..hahaha..he oso bought me a teddy-weddie!!he got the gst payout coz he's serving the nation doing stupid stuff..but luckily he got brains by spending the whole 100 bucks on me!!haha..wad a fun n great day!everything got ppl pay/do for mee!n i mean everything!hee!it ended wif a 'romantic' ride home(he was singing malay love songs to my ears..some out of tune tho..hahah) by the graveyard coz he came over to my place to fix my rotting comp..dunno whether can onot..damn..

now im still tinking whether or not to do my econs tutorial..i tink im doing la.u muz do it nadia coz renny is doing it!!hahaha..

oh ya, b4 i forgot, here's a list of the things i bought/gotten from 2007 GSS...great bargains!!

sch bag($30 oni)
sling bag for short sch days(shiny2)
sling bag for going out(white n just nice for my psp!!finali!)
belt(my heart nw on my tummy!)
earrings(3 for $5 oni!!)
white quads(budget2..)
wallet(bought it a few days ago..)
watch(from him!)
teddy(him too!)
converse small bag(mum paid!)
underwear!!
guess shoulder bag(sharing wif mum..hu cares!she's paying!)
another watch(a 'budget-ter' version!)

i tink tats abt all..i wish to thank all those who contributed for my shopping spree..

dad for giving me $100 to spend
mum for buying me all e stuff!!
dearie-mearie for spending ur whole gst payout on me n showering me wif unending luv n crappiness!!!!

haha..tarrah!!share wif me ur GSS experience tooo!!!

nadia the serial scratcher...

2007-06-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

had quite a rough day today..was fine in sch n everything but it started after the chinese drama wich ended at 10..

*he was at home wif me n my cousin..aft the drama i wanted to change the channel but somehow i cant find the remote..den i started asking e 2 where e hell is e remote..aft they search for quite a bit, its actuali at my lap!i dunno hw it gt der!den, *he gave me a pillow smack..tats when it started..

i kicked *him dunno where in a form of retaliation..den *he giv me another pillow smack and den *he locked my arms ard e chair tat im sitting on!tat definitely make me angry n super so binget!

den we continue fighting or shud i say, sparring for a whole 10 mins(i tink) while my cousin just look on n enjoy the free action!

i must say, i definitely forgot abt the fact tat *he's my boifwen..my main aim was to just hit *him back harder..but *he just lock me down all e way..nv did *he meant to hurt me in 1 way or anoder(tats sweet of u!)..

e finale happened wen *he lock my left arm damn hard!it was freaking painful n i swear tat it might just dislocate moments later..den w/o realising it, tears flow down my eyes!omg!how did tat happen??i wasnt tinking of giving up just yet but i did give *him ample warning tat i was suffering..den suddenly i broke down!(told u im weird!)i just felt so sad for dunno wad reason!

i then go to my room to continue crying!i didnt noe whether i cried bcoz i lost or bcoz of the pain..mayb im just angry wif *him for nt letting me go wen i asked him to..mayb *he forgot the fact that im stil tat weakling tat *he's been wif for e past 20 mths trying to act punk..but i dare say, it was quite fun..haha..*he said *he didnt let me go coz just nw wen *he let me go, i attacked *him more violently..anyways, *he was super sweet wen *he consoled me..i tink its one of the most romantic thing tat *he had ever done..i wud have melted der n den if nt for aching my left arm(its stil aching!)..i tink i sygg u more nw..get HDB tmr??hahahaha..kidding..

nw, i still have a sore left arm n im expecting it to sore for e whole of tmr...but *he got worst bruises n scratches..i scratched his face until it bled..gt lyk 5 or 6 bleeding pts..and *his arm oso have scratches..*his neck gt a str line one..but *he just tahan it..ur damn pro la adi suffian!i tink it will be super visible tmr la..but dun worry!i will take full responsibility of ur injuries n u will still be my boi boi boi! even tho u have many scars on ur face!omg!damn im violent..(p.s: if i rmb to take his photos ill show u guys tmr!hahaha..)

once again, if 4 tyms wasnt enuff, im sorry!

im younger nw..is tat a gud thing??hahaha..

2007-06-25T00:30:00.000+08:00

today is my darling warling's 20th bdae!woohoo to u!may u njoy today coz its e day tat u co...u heard me saying e line to u in the bus so i no nd to say it here oso hor??haha..its a bit personal u see..nt for me..haha..oh well, today ur officially older than me..jinkies!u hit e BIG '20' sia!life is pretty much scary for u..more responsibilities n more trouble..in wad sense??i dunno..i just heard 20-plus ppl saying tat so i follow lor..hahaha..yup, adi suffian..sumtyms i just dun use my brain!but heck!im lovin' it!

i stil have lyk 6 mths to enjoy b4 i hit e BIG '2-0'!phew!its nt too late for me..haha..last tym, i set a goal to experience clubbing b4 i turn 20..i did tat oreadi n boy, it was sucky!hahah..i realised tat actuali my real goal is tat i wanna enjoy n be as childish as possible b4 i hit 20!my mum always scold me wen she catch me watching cartoons!wth sia..i seriously dun see anything wrong wif it!mayb my maturity develop a bit slower as compared to other ppl..haha!i loike!

in approx 8 hrs from nw, sch start sia!e horrors!but my sch life is fun fun fun, so i dun mind it tat much..its just tat i nd to wake up super damn early on mon,tues n wed!tts e real reason!haha..later i stil nd to wake up super early to buy for nor her concession..nvm..its just once a mth..she's living wif me nw..n e fact tat im getting an 'instant younger sis' is definitely giving me e creeps!yucks!mayb she's bearable..lets just wait n see..haha..after tat im meeting my darling before he report for work..gonna have his first breakfast as a 20 yr old!!wad an impt event!hahaha...den go sch!!hee!

toodles!

p.s:oh ya!the cckss 4E malay peeps bbq went quite smoothly..was fun..but i enjoyed playing wif the butter e most!hee!

Go Skateboarding Day my FOOT!!!

2007-06-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

tats exactly hw i felt yest..i seriously dun see the significance of tis particular day..wads e objective??just go skateboarding??hmm..mayb its a day to giv the skaters a lil bit of respect tat dey nv get for doin wad dey do..oh well, wadever it is, i dun lyk yest!nt just bcoz yest is go skateboarding day..

woke up at 7 wen he called me..he wanted me to accompany him at the poly..he wanted to get an mc for 'go skateboarding day'..i dun see e importance of this day at all..we sort of had an argument regarding him taking an mc for tis go skateboarding day yest coz i seriously dun tink tat an mc is necessary to commemorate tis day..niwaes, after much mind talk to myself, i woke up n met him at cck poly wich is quite near my home..

aft his mc-taking procedure, my mom ask us to drop her cheque at the bank..we had breakfast at LJS n the turkey ham is damn yummy!!!went to the cineplex at level 5 intending to watch 'surf's up' but due to sum unknown reason, the movie wun b shown today..der were lyk a couple of police officers at the cineplex at tat tym..i wonder y..mayb sumone stole e 'surf's up' tape or sumtin..hmm..anyhoo, went to mcdonalds aft tat to check the movie listing at other cineplexes..due to the lack of interest of watching the movie(he's far more excited abt skating!wth!) i decided to go home n both faces were as black as a black sheep!hahaha..

slpt the whole day..i had an awful awful dream..yuck!

he called at 7 n we decided to meet up to walk2 at west mall..mayb he felt guilty for abandoning me at home..who noes!eat miso crunch yet again!haha..den went home..no no..had a late nite dessert at mcdonalds, had an interesting conversation n then went home..haha..

intersting convo : talked abt the days wen we were in J1..the tyms wen i wasnt wif him(was wif khai..owaz go dating at esplanade n causeway pt..haha..nice guy but just nt my type..a bit too emo for sum1 crazy lyk me!) n he wasnt wif me(was wif tis girl whom he met thru e net..hmm..i just dun wana comment too much)..the tym wen we didnt noe each other's existence..n the tym wen we made sacrifices to b wif each other..haha..damn funny..but in the end, i got wads mine n surely all tis happen for a reason huh?n i hope hope hope tat der wun be other "un-called for" obstacles coming our way aite, my darling warling???haha..=P

n yest is oso a tragic day..2 ppl whom i noe passed away..im just lucky tat ppl who i luvvv is still here wif me!=)

to ex-cckss 4E peeps who is goin tmr(later) : im goin im goin im goin!!i noe as the organiser, i shud go..so im goin im goin im goin!!but im goin earlier to swim2 first..hahaha..see u guys der aite??

zzzzZZZZZ

monday blues..tuesday red??

2007-06-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

hahaha..as u can see from e title, im crapping..hahaha..well, tats kinda normal isnt it?

today felt lyk e shortest day in my life..woke up at 12.25(i tink..) wen my dearly beloved called during his lunch tym..i sooo wanted to talk to him but sleepy-ness got e better of me n i muttered sum stuff n before i knew it, i hung up..hmm..i wonder wad i said just nw..haha..i hope i said tat i luv him a lot lot lot n tat i will miz him a lot today coz im nt meeting him..i tink i just said tat i wanna slp..haha..tats e unromantic nadia for sure!!anyhoo, back to e main thing..aft tat i slp sumore until 3 plus..get ready for werk n get out of the house..werk 5-10..watch beauty n the geek..i tink nate and jennylee sooo cute together..i wan to start their fan club can??n tat ceci damn bimbotic!wads wif thinking she's so perfect wen she's nt!sheesh!aft tat here i am!i told u its short!

cant wait for later..gonna meet noni to feed the carnivorous kittens(beware!!) at faris' house den go to nyp library to return the comic book..we love comics..aft tat im meeting him but dunno where..by the tym i finish werk, he probably slp oreadi n i cant him to the phone..quite sad but des nothin i can do!i called him 5 tyms for god's sake!he must b soo tired..i wonder wad he do in class..hmm..so later ill just hang ard boon lay lor..or go home first..hahah...

sunday went quite fast oso..werk started at 7 but i woke up at 705..hahaha..reached werk at 730 den at 130 i left sns..reach home ard 150..relax a while n get ready to dress in purple!(the theme for cousin's wedding was purple so everyone wore purple..if its my wedding, i wan black n pink can??hehe..)reach the purple zone at 3pm..quite bz for me as a kendarat..i hate clearing the dirty plates!so unglam!but since i oready get the $20, must do sum werk..(suddenly, BEP's 'my humps' came to mind..make u work work, make u work!haha)everyone ask where my darlingg warlingg was n y he didnt come..i tried persuading him to come but he dun wan so wad can i do?i was soo alone der..nt tat i didnt noe anyone der but i felt alone w/o him!aft e majlis, we had tis small father's day celebration at the void deck..me, nor n mena ran to sunshine place to buy the cake!as a result, i was late for my date wif darling warling(reach at 7 instead of 5)..he got quite pissed coz he wanted to buy his keyboard n mouse at sim lim..but aft tat, he's quite ok wif it coz he saw hw sorry i was..walk2 at causeway n ate at kfc..shared a miso crunch meal..just luv e miso crunch smell man!but e taste nt as great as the smell..nowadays, we just share meals..its more romantic n economical..oso bcoz we cant finish our food most of the tym..haha..we small size couple..tall but small size..hee!aft tat we tok2 a while n then went home..tym went by soo fast..

looking back at the title of my entry today,i tink ill wear red later!haha..

bz bz bz!

2007-06-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

i noe its e holidays..but somehow, im busier..i tink its just for the fact that its my cousin's wedding is tmr(i mean later..) and tat im eager to finish my notice..hee!

im lyk working a min of 3 days per week so tat i can finish my min contract hrs wich is 16 hrs..haiz..so sian..feel as tho im rushing everywhere..n its nt a gud thing tat 2 other cashiers are oso quiting..copy cat sia!n e oni diff is tat dey dun have to serve 1-mth notice lyk me!so unfair!hmph..but good things pay off to those hu wait..lyk me being rich at e end of the mth..haha..ka-ching!!!but i tink e money is gonna be gone at e end of tat wk..oh well!money r supposed to be spent..hee!

i just got back from werk..damn tired but still got e tym to meet darling warling for a late dinner..actuali i just wanna meet him!haha..but since im a bit hungry n my mom's nt cooking, we eat together oso la!after tat i went home(tot of going to cuzzin's house but suddenly wanted to shit!) n he went to faris' house coz his family stil holidaying!hish!some ppl can just enjoy life!

i thon at my cuz house yest to look aft e things at the void deck..even tho i was exhausted, i decided to overnight der as my cuzzins r all der..it has been quite a while since i last tok crap wif dem n so obviously i agreed to stay over!my darling warling oso stay over as naz ask him along n haslam was der too..he know my cuzzins quite well..but i noe no one in his family..cuzzins i mean..but im nt complaining!haha..it was quite a fun night but i was quite slpy towards e wee hrs of the morning..probably bcoz of the following reasons:

my darling warling was at e other side of the void deck..
der was nothing to do xcept play board games..
it was goddammm cold!..
we played all e board games oreadi..
my darling warling was stil at e other side!

hahaha..but at least i gt to see him der ryte??true!toward e end of the morning, he moved to my side of the void deck to slp near me..sooo sweet!but by then, we were so slpy tat we just slpt!hahah..

later im werking btw..7-1 ok!n aft tat im goin over to cuzzy's wedding to help out..aft tat im meeting my darling warling!!highlight of the day!!woohoo!!i tink i beta slp nw if nt, u'll see a panda at the wedding reception!haha..

*here r some of e pics just for u, home viewers!enjoy!*

-e house was lyk damnnn packed!i can barely make it past e door!

-e tok kadi was damnn comical la!aft having to wait for 15 mins, he took 15 mins extra of our tym crapping!haha..

-sah??sah!!hahah..

-look at e gifts!!!i wan all cann??dream on nadia!

-dey r one happie couple!!(ppl say dey look lyk kris dayanti n anang..nt kris sakti n lemang okie!haha)

-our shadows!!im e tallest one la duh!

-my kiddies!anisa n cit!

-my cute niece-syura!!
-2 of my boys!fierce n slenge!perfect combi!haha..

-i swear we were guarding e pelamin..haha..me n meewah!

-after a day of hard work!haha..

-extra photos of faris' cat..tis is cherry QQ..looks lyk kiki wen she's small!

-hungry cats!!!hee!

END!

here we cum to rescue the kittens!

2007-06-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

While having brunch wif my mum today, noni called me..she ask me whether i wanted to follow her to faris'(her one n only) house to tidy up e cat litter n to feed the kittens tat he kept outside of his home..having nothing to do b4 reporting for werk at 5, i agreed..n oso for the fact tat i owaz luv cats!(i have 3 btw..n just nw i close the front door n 1 of my cat was stuck in between..oops!!haha)

met her in the 190 bus and went to the 'Pet Lovers Centre' to buy the cat food and the cat litter..den we headed to faris' house wich is somewhere near lakeside i tink..cant rmb tat clearly..it was quite confusing or i was just having one of my confused moments eh?haha..wen we reach e void deck, we saw 2 of the kittens-blacky and whitey..they have no names but in order to make tis entry less confusing, i hav to name them..haha..blacky is the black one and whitey is the white one(y do i feel tat tis sentence is redundant??haha)..another one, cherry QQ(wad a name!) or e brown mixed one is no where to be seen..haha..

to my horror, wen i was approaching the flight of stairs(to his house), i can smell the stinkiness of the cat litter..i have a cat litter at home n e smell was lyk 10 tyms worst!i can assure u, if we didnt come today,his family surely kena complain sia!!

omg!e cat litter was in such a mess!u guys see it for urself sia!n e smell????damn badddd!!yuck!

and just right beside this stinky thing is where dey eat!n e funny thing is tat e water is in bottles..wad??e cat must open themselves wen they thirsty is it??haha...i wonder if sum notty kids have peed inside the bottle..heee!

aft seeing(and smelling!) the baddd condition of the cat litter, we went to the nearby shop to buy some plain water(to wash tat thing!), some plastic bags(to scoop the clumped shit n pee!) and 100 plus(to treat the 2 kind souls who rescue the cats!)..after that, we sprang into action!i call it 'OPERATION CAT SHIT'!

without wasting tym, noni get into her proper gears..

she wanted to keep all the flies and kutus from goin near her hair..i didnt wear the red 'helmet' n ryte nw im lyk itchy all over!faris' family!im sooo gonna SUE u!!u'll hear from my lawyers soon..hahaha..

noni did all the work..i cant go near tat thing coz i wanna puke due to the strong smell..so i just watch n laugh!!haha..wad a fwen!anyhoo, i wonder wad the nyonya feed them everyday..damn stink!e first thing i told her to do i to wash3 that basin!

she wash and wash..using the plastic bag..but somehow, its not reali clean..see?even she cannot tahan the smell!!(she's covering her nose!)

so, as im e wiser one among the two..Ting!i had an idea!haha..(it some sort wen lyk tis)

nadia:eh so long sia!y dun u use his mom's penyapu lidi(the broom that is made out of many long sticks)?
noni:u siao ah?e mother surely scold sia..
nadia:but the mum is coming back on tues, n by then, the penyapu is already dry n der is no traces of u using it wad..u wanna use??
noni:(pausing for a moment)eh!tis(using hands) is soo not working!bring me penyapu lidi!
nadia:haha..

n here's e evidence makcik!haha..(aww!e things she wud do for luv!hahah)

n she succeeded cleaning the cat litter!yeah!after that came another challenge!hw do we open the cat litter??

haha..e plastic is lyk soo damn thick!noni tried to poke it using her hp dangling thingy..but obviously, it didnt work!the thing lyk e size of a pea la!den nadia the great came to the rescue!i used my house key to dig a hole n yes, it worked!we then filled the basin wif catsan!

i knew from the look on the kittens' face tat they sooo need a toilet or in this case, a cat litter..boy!i was sooooooooooo ryte!

2 cats doing business at the same tym!too urgent i guess!(both were shitting mind u!)

then blacky went for 2nd round!it looks lyk 'mr softee' sia!Ewww!Yuck!

after all had done their big and small businesses, they just lie down together n aft wich, they slp!noni n i decided to go as our mission is accomplished!haha..we then headed back to Lot1 to buy my cat food n to have a quick snack at Ya Kun Kaya Toast!

it was quick alright!we gobbled everything in less than 10 mins!

noni was sooo hungry tat she ate lyk a pig!sooo messy!

haha..aft tat we went back to my place to get my SNS uniform n went to fajar!it was a fun3 day but not for the nose..haha..n later, we r going der again to tidy the litter again..OPERATION CAT SHIT 2!hahaha..dun worry, i keep u guys updated later..for nw i nd to get some slp!toodleloo!!

shrek day!

2007-06-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

ok today im goin green to support shrek(for u clever ppl, its e ogre!!)haha..

finished work at 2 den met my dear2 at fajar..he cut his own hair n its funny!mayb he tinks he's david gan or sumtin..we wanted to go and eat at banquet at greenridge but we were craving for instant noodles so decided to cook sum stuff at home..we ate instant noodles and crispy japanese chicken!!yum yum!!we r simple people who luv simple food u noe..but sometyms, if ppl treat us sophisticated n complicated food, we dun complain!haha..i luv food!!we wanted to watch shrek 3 aft lunch but in e end, shrek 3 was watching us!we dozed off at the same tym and when we wake up, its tym for shrek 2 tat was shown on channel 5!haha..quite funny!!i simply luv the donkey and the cat!ssooooo cute..lyk sumone i noe verryyyy well(tats me la duh??!!hahaha)

tmr is e start of waking up late days..coz im free!!term break y'all!!but im werking tmr tho..nd to complete my 16-hr wk for 4 wks then freedom!!!i resign oreadi coz its too boring and so not me!i need more tym wif him!!luv him to bits n pieces n perlini silver!!(get it??hahaha)aft tat i tink my dear2 will get sick n tired of seeing my face..hahaha..obviously he wun!if not, i smack him sia..haha..hw cn sumone get sick n tired of me ryte??soo nice!oh my god!im self-praising!my dear2 said that i shud b more humble..haha..cant he see tat im just joking??oh my..oh ya, he finally update his blog aft sooo long sia!mayb its my persuasion eh?oh mayb he tinks tat a ablog shud b updated once every 6 mths??haha..

im freaking tired dunno y..mayb its e hectic morning tat i had..ok then im gonna slp slp slp!da-dah!!

nadia the 'after dat' girl..

2007-06-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

haha..i was just reading my previous entry and i realised tat i lyk to say 'after dat'..haha..tat sounds so stupid..but hey!tats me..haha..i hav tis habit of reading old entries..coz it just make me feel that i hav grown a lot2..last tym i was soo naive..nw im sooo not!haha..but it sure make me rmb impt events..haha..anyhoo, today was a slacking day for me..

woke up ard 11 plus i tink when he called to ask whether im coming over to watch shrek 3..altho i so so wanna go over n meet my lil papadum, i cant coz i had to work at 3..so just slack at home and eat shaker fries!!haha..told u its yummmmmy!

work was oso slack..not much customers today so was day-dreaming most of the tym..did some facing while e other aunties slog their ass off!!haha..then somethin sad happen..got tis one malay aunty shoplifted some items and was caught by daniel, our loss prevention officer..since she's a lady, i was told to sit wif her inside the office..it was lyk e awkward-est moment in my life..i soo dunno wad to do..she was just sitting der n cry..den i broke e silence..'its ok, dun cry'..n to my horror, she cried even more..omg!i just pat her back ah consoling her lyk she's a 5 yr old..i realised tat e items she stole was chocs and frozen fish n hotdog..she said that she did it for her family, especially for her husband..somehow, i dun understand wad she meant wen she said that..so sad..she wanted to cook tonight but no money so she decided to shoplift..she oso said sumtin abt things at home havent settle yet and nw tis happen..if oni she ask me for money to buy it..i wud hav given it to her..$12.50 worth of items and ur name is blacklisted in the police records..haiz..wasted..somehow, aft seeing her in such a situation, im sort of scared of having a family of my own..it means that i have to be financially independant w/o having to ask from my mum..wad if my household income in insufficient?i hav to shoplift too??hmm..scary!

life is soo unfair..here i am very lonely in my rm blogging abt my day and der he is enjoying wif his fwens..he's goin over to faris' house in e middle of the nite to thon..haiz..unfair!unfair!unfair!i mite as well make full use of my lonely tym n slp!END!

ok so even my AFA attendance is nt perfect..

2007-06-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

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yup!u guessed it ryte!i skipped my AFA lecture today..but i came to sch ok..just didnt go..haha..was hesitant at first but then hidayah ask me,"so, u understand wad she(lecturer) teach last wk?no?then if u go today oso u wun understand..so dun go.."haha..she so funi..so quiet but wen she speak, surely got 'something' one..haha..then e powerpuff girls(im bubbles!) decided to go to the library and chill..so we sat at the hotshot(no spelling error der!) and just relax ah..drink esprit!waiting for e tym to pass quickly..den a mini-drama started..a funny one tho..

we wanted to hand in our stats project but realised tat the approval form wasnt inside..its wif renny..haiyo..so ma-fan..den called her to ask for it but she wasnt home..she didnt cum sch but was at town instead..so her sis had to send it over..den renny was lyk, if dey ask where am i say tat im in sch doin project..haha..got scolded bad words a few tyms over the phone..so funni..

then met him at cck aft send mas to lot 1 taxi stand..she's e oni one tat i noe who dunno lot 1 taxi stand sia!mayb 1 fine day, i shud take her to the center of CCK n drop her der..i tink 10 yrs later then she reach home sia!hahaha..she can be clumsy too!does chilli n white shirt ring a bell mas??haha..anyhoo, followed him home to change b4 goin to cityhall for a day of fun fun fun!!

wanted to go to peninsula to check out sum stuff but it was lyk aft 7 so we went to marina square instead..haha...ate at mac..tried the new terriyaki burger i tink..n the seaweed shaker fries!!dammmmmmnnnnnn nice!!!but the green tea sux tho..oh ya, met the real powerpuff girls der too!!soo fun..then we decided to go to esplanade library to find his trasher mag but its prob taken off the shelves..aft tat e checked out some of the vcds available in the library..thinking of taking the premium membership..$21 worth it onot??hmm..

aft that we wanna find a place to just sit down n talk but got to see a live performance by the dunno wad tap dancers..quite entertaining..n some of the dancers are lyk hot hot hot!one of them kept pulling his zip..mayb he's tapping too vigorously eh..haha..aft that we just walk ard lyk aimless ghosts..quite fun..im soo enjoying goin out wif him..hehs..wonder if im meeting him tmr..

so far, today was a artsy funny day..and farty too..he farted twice!once in the creative store and another was in the library..i farted once oni..in front of fullerton ok!haha..information overload! okie then!i have a date tmr..i mean later..ta-rra!

start of holidays!!

2007-06-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

yippee!!holiday is here..well, except for 2 hrs of my life tmr..hehe..i cant believe its term break oready..i felt as if i first entered class yesterday..oh well, hu cares..i can have 2 wks of fun fun fun!!!

today was fun..sch started at 1..stats..quite ok..den its POM lecture..so boring..but was doin AFA show n tell so wasnt listening..then its AFA..had presentation for the whole lesson..me n renny did e budget-est presentation wif plain A4 paper wif the exact example from the textbook..haha!n no one realise..i tink ours was the most spontaneous one ah..supposed to do LIFO but did FIFO instead..dunno where i got that FIFO from..hee!luckily the teacher was super nice..

sumtin interesting happen today..met a cute guy at cheers while looking at the soft toys section..was finding for a little rabbit for him as he was having an unlucky day..u noe, they say if u rub urself against a rabbit paw, u will b lucky..anyhoo, then i was sort of blocking the whole passageway to the checkout counter..den suddenly he pass in front of me right when i was concentrating searching for a rabbit..haha..but he was so polite!he apologised even though its nt his fault..i was lyk,'its ok?'..haha..coz i wasnt expecting him to apologise at all..so it sounded lyk a confused 'its ok'..haha..then when we were abt to leave the store, he opened the door for me n mas!n hold the door until both of us were out..sooo nice..mas was swept off her feet n she completely forget abt 'hotshort'(yup,no spelling error there!hehs)and nw her eyecandy is 'hot-tall'!haha..so fickle-minded sia..

aft sch, i met him at cck aft he cleaned the dunno-what office as punishment for coming 10 mins late..haha..wad a punishment..then aft much discussion in the middle of the mrt station, we decided to eat at al-amin n aft tat walk2 at west mall..so many ang-mohs der..mayb coz the food damn yummy!aft eating, we decided to go home straight instead coz he's very tired..nvm..let him rest..im nice rmb??hahaha..he agreed to design for me my own blog!so fun!i want the ultimate blog!but i tink 20 yrs then i get to see it coz he so damn busy wif his CD thingy..haiz..but its the tot that counts..haha..

i cant wait for my CCKSS BBQ sia!!soo fun..will update later abt it when it happens..wich is next next fri i tink..haha..ok la..chiows!!

starting here!

2007-06-06T12:40:00.000+08:00

hey hey..
my new blog..
testing testing!!
haha..
bye!